f0uNd 0ut s0mEthiNg

2004-11-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

zZz...k0az...stay at home damn fuckling sianz...s0 can the hell i g0 0ut and run abt! da w0rld is getting s0 b0red...its sick~

2004-10-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

lady...let me tell ya...if u know me for gd...u should know...i cant handle last minute things...what can i say which i promised u guys yesterday...yes i will go...but where's the time...whereby u guys called me at 11.00 and give me the choice of reaching cp at 11.30 or u guys will leave without me...half an hr...expect me to prepare travel simply in that short time...tell me...have i ever given u such time to meet me...or maybe...ask u to meet me all the way from town alone...what u want me to do...sit cab lah...isnt that i always do...stupid me rite...called u...u gave me replies which i really find it earfull...between that time...i really feel myself a fool...being played round ur fingers...u didnt say that...but u make ppl feel that...meet at cp liao...then call me...might as well u guys...returned from town...then call me...isnt that better...by that time...really is feel until very sianz liao...calling u guys telling u guys that i not going...y should i...u guys don even gave the responsibilities to call at the correct time to ask me out...or probaly...no ones wants me out rite...thats maybe the truth...then y should i call to give the responsibilities to let u guys know that i not going...i can call maybe a little later...or maybe not call...simple...whoever wants to go repair her phone...is that shop going to close at 1 or what...i say 12 first...is u guys who bargained that its too much...i say i'll try 11.30...soo...what do i get...another call...if u dont come by 11.30...we will go without u...cause someone wants to repair her phone or what...at centerpoint..its not jurong or what...if its there...hey i dont mind...go without me...but its orchard...don tell me all this kinda things like...u all waited for me at orchard very long for me to come...hey...y dont u guys wait for me at cp for another half an hr at the first place...nothing will happened...yah...i'm pushing all blames...cause i really think...i shall not shoulder any blames...its not my wrong from the start...frankly...a friend like me...really doesnt know what u r thinking...or maybe u guys r thinking...maybe...that exclude xf...i dun pull her down...just in case i'm baised towards her...my wrong to come this sch...or my wrong to know u guys...or my wrong...to let u guys feel so irritated wif me...wif all my late and blabberness...hey...then i'm sorry...t0 cause u s0 much pain...or maybe its my wrong...to let u guys make xf out of sistars...is that rite...everything has a start...let me see... i came into this sch...is my wrong...cause i started to know u and caused u prob like misunderstanding between the machi meis...is my wrong to come into this school...cause i know xf...its my wrong to get into this sch...cause i caused the prob today...u didnt say it...but u make ppl feel it...u like to say that...ni mei you zhe yang shuo...ke shi ni you rang ren zhe me xiang...everything is my fault...laughs...

2004-10-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

j0an this is f0r ya!!!

i kn0w this is late...

butt...

i'll nv f0rgEt u!!!

c0me-0n lets shake 0ur butts f0r j0an...

happy birthday to u...
(shake ur butt one time)

happy birthday to u...
(shake ur butt two time)

this one a little scrreetching sound which is...
happy^^ birrthhhdaaayyyyyy>> tooo j0an 0!!!
(shake ur butt three times)

happy birthday t0 u...
dun shake liao lah...pi ku suan liao...laughs...

clapclapclap...blow ya candle...

buuuuuuuu~~~

dun spit ur saliva on the candle lah...we want to eat the candle one...

laughs...

y eat candle leh...cause i'm going to smash the whole cake onto ur face...like this...piak~^~!

omg...s00000 pretty...j0an l00ks like she has just went f0r facial...s0 preettyyy...laughs...kiss her face...sun bian eat cake...laughs...

happy birthday...muackkks...munching the cake on ur face...yummy...

hey joan...

actually leh...got letter for ya one...butt...u nv come sch...sianz...nvm...i wrote it openly for ya...in this blog...birthday song hear liao...what do u still one...hmm...dunno...let me see...a kiss from me...laughs...a whack from me...laughs...dun wan anything...very sianz issit...come down play wif us mah...something i say liao dun angry hor...i l0ve u...i seen ur blog...this days u not well huh...must take care h0r! sick one more time i whack u one time...btw...saw ur blog...eh...xf...dunno lah she...ko shi xin fei lah she...m i correct xf...fk off...nv see a single move???laughs...butt...we cant be sistars liao...i mean we and she lah...laughs...but there's still space for friends...cant be sistars...y...she lost our trust...probaly she lost it in the streets...we cant be sistars ...be friends lah...talk talk...say hihi...not happy just say hi then goodbye...what i wanna say i also forget liao...dun talk abt xf...dun care her...hmmpphhh...xf...u sux big time rite...laughs...ltr i let u scold me lah...btw joan!...everyone have their own faults in every place...u r like an far far away land??? i have the same feeling wif u last time...but i feel lah...i feel that u crop urself too much at house...we dont have the moment to see each other...and is like very paiseh to go ur house lor...so must come out...play play masak...then byebye gohome...happy happy...then play gb...ta pai bo jio...or else play wif urself...pang seh me...laughs...not ur wrong...my wrong...cause i really miss u alot...laughs...u want...i can bring my masak and play wif u!!! u want barbie doll or superman???laughs...hey sista...enough of da bitching...buaiz...miss ya...say0nnara!

2004-10-22T14:14:00.000+08:00

i'm angry...*pouts*...dunn0 y!!! i hate u...*p0uts* dunno y!!! laughs... being stupid here...act stupid...da world is changing...o ma ma...laughs...one little monkey sitting on da branch...he was waving waving...oo eee oo eee...laughs...stupid lah! g0t a feeling kanna fooled like this...even not purposely...also got a feeling that i not really welcomed...nvm! dun climb until my head can liao...or else sure whack...laughs...yesterday cant sleep...today early wake up...really is siao until cannot siao...yesterday go meet boon wei at hougang mall...then we go his friend's house scan mika...scan until very jia lat...laughs...then go 120...play play play...until hand very suan leg very suan...whole body very softy liao...no stamina...yah lah...my fault lah...stamina not gd what...laughs...but at least...i feel a little back back already lah...can shoot a little properly...can perk up when playing...but my dribbling start to drop!!!laughs...and my defence also...laughs...nvm lah...i have no passion in bball...sua!!!then very sianz! go walk walk...play swing...chuichuifong...feel better...breathe!!! the air is fresher...!!! feel very tensed up in bball court...cause erm hrm...laughs...they know i saw them already!!! running and running and running and running...lets get it started in here...laughs...stupid...hmmm...what i want! dunno leh! very sianz...da house is reall quiet...haiz...buai guys...i go slack around...maybe i go shopping early...winks!

2004-10-19T02:47:00.000+08:00

yawnz... hmm... y am i here... just because i dont want to wake up late for the meeting for tmr!!! or else i going to qing two pratas each to everybody...laughs...hmmm...i really feel like sleeping...i think i going to...cause meeting alvin at 7.10!!! early hor...but worst of all...is waking all 3 guys up...dex alvin and jek...i am their alarm clock huh...doesnt sounds gd to me...and my ear is still buzzing now...cause just now...i was conferencing wif three of them on the phone...but quite fun lah...alot of porno...alot of crapping...stupid jokes...cold jokes...all kind of things that come out from their mouth...so what happen today...i wake up brush teeth go school...eh...cancel the go school...talking abt sch...i tmr pon teng!!!mother was so dl abt that haha...but she added on...dun care tmr u must clean the refrigerater...laughs...think i will do it bah...but i still forget to call yu min...to tell her the three guys r going...i don dare to call boon wei go??? y? cause i dunno he gum wif the other 3 guys anot...just in case all go unhappy...i siao...hmmm...i going to sleep liao lah...going to buy basketball soon...and volleyball...dunno lah...see after this week...cause going clubbing soon...but i think i go...i drink and sit nia...i dont want to do anything...first...dunno how to dance...i admit...secondly...no mood to play...haiz...see first lah hor...walk 1 step count one step...what to do...thats life...buaiz...muackies to u guys...

2004-10-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

omg! i'm back again...hahaha...let's talk abt yesterday...nothing much actually...go bball court myself...meeting yu min and boon wei...then play play play...then go food court pei cecilia buy mika...mika buy liao...go back bball court...go back liao...saw min xf and jas...then me and min go play play play....play finish play horse...laughs...i forget what jek taught me before liao...must train back! laughs...then went home...chat chat on msn...really tired...cause someone anyhow give my dog eat...then she anyhow lao sai...i anyhow clean clean lor...no lah...no anyhow...is clean until sparkly clean okie...laughs...really very smelly...i almost vomited...but nvm...then today wake up at 9.45 then i go play sg...no one from singabombz...all go outing...except me...laughs...because its my sistar birthday...laughs...then go pong pong at 11...then bth my dog...cause mummy locked her whole night at the service balcony...poor thing...dun care u...who ask u so naughty...ppl give...u anyhow eat...deserves it...laughs...actually met boon wei at 1...but i was late! i went there at 1.25...laughs...nvm...i tell him...late by a little bit only...hahaha...really a little bit only...then wait for min they all...but then...we wait wait wait...until we saw them at the old chang kee...so we r waiting for the air...y didnt we see them haha...then go find them...so happenly that we go watch the what ghost movie...so scary...this one is i fully dun dare to watch...almost cried...but really didnt cried...i only laugh take over the cry onli...then...heard that jing sheng was bullied by tian yuan and wen bing...cause of the movie the strangling and the touching of leg...then they keep scaring him by touching here and there...alamak...but i didnt go notice...laughs...then go home...crap at the mrt...then accidentally knock my head on the wall...alamak...laughs...then i sit cab home...then ask mummy bring me up...so scary...hmmms...then mummy cooked...i eat some...she cook soup supreme man...yummy...can i have another bowl pls...laughs...then come to now lor...nothing liao...but i was sad tis days...cause some good friends whom i think they are...seems to be far away...lost communication...hope everything would be fine...laughs...okie lah...881 ppl...see ya all soon...muaCks...laughs...waving my hand!!!

2004-10-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

haiz...back to blog...long time neva blog liao...exams over liao mah...thats why...call min just now...didnt answer my call...sianz...yesterday go bball...slack alot...dun feel like playing all along...hmmm...lost the passion...laughs...i so long neva go...miss everyone there sia...study keep thinking of them...not in love with them lah!..is miss playing bball wif them...ppl like jek, alvin,the sexy leg jun quan they all...that DL...and xiao long and the ace player...then go very early...cause someone say 120 alot of ppl liao...but then in the end...we go liao...no ppl!!very little...whack their butt!..laughs...then play bball...wif william they all...yah...forget to put in willam on the top...laughs...sooo fun...but somehow...he got to go early...so play without him...then laughs...starting was so fun...but then as i get more tired...i become very sian looking...u know u know...then muscle cramp!!! long time neva play liao...but lucky not serious...then jek they all come liao...but then whole day neva really talk to them...dunno y also...sua...i also dun feel like talking to them...really very sianz yesterday...i onli feel like sleeping...then he come and take drink from him...zai zai one...haiz...then...dunno...ask alvin what time he wanna go home...he say go rivervale plaza first...then i dun want to wait...i went home...very sianz...air con drip water...then father go repair...then dirty the room liao...then i sun bian da shao chu...clear all the magazines and the rubbish! so many magazine...got abt one 2 year old girl tall lor...or maybe more than that...still got alot but sis say dun wan throw...got my dog that tall! sia0...bo bian ...must keep...then before that already very tired liao...plus this...i wanna fall liao...i finish ler...i fall on the bed and sleep rite away sia...haiz...then today morning wake up...late for cip...then didnt go...call min min nv answer...i want go town buy mika...but nvm...going tmr too...to hahahaa...dun tell u...ltr u spread secret...i tell u also can...but don tell the person okie...is joan festival...must prepare orange strawberry aloe vera and alot of fruits for her...then must by red candles...no white one hor...who bring white...i whack the person...then must buy bao bao...kk...ltr talk to u guys...i go orh liao...buais...

2004-10-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

wah la0!
jin GY...
really is hor bth today...
what happen neh...
really is neh neh...
l0ls...
i tell u...
starting of the morning...
mother wake me up...
so hot...
damn ass sis went to make the air con sooo like dunno what...
machiam i very cold like this...
then hor go sch...
very sianz...
dun feel like going in...
nvm!
go class...
first lesson debating...
at least it did brighten up my day a little...
Huining r0x...
ariyani als0...
her english is damn fluent...
my id0l!!!
cap cap cap...
brav0 brav0...
but the onli thing i not happy abt is abt Queen D
who is DEEPA...
quite a spoiler...
sti remember the day when SH came back t0 sch00l fr0m her sicknEss...
0mg...
she wanted to hug SH...
then SH but the cr0ss sigN...
n0n0n00n0...
l0ls...
then aftter that is F&N
w00h00...
y leh...
g0 c0mp lab...
watch VCD...
hahahaha...
watch br0therh00d...
alamak...
watch until half way...
xf go knock the table...
then something happened...
DL mah...
very ma fan leh...
then als0 sp0iler...
s000...
i just turn and look and her and give her some kinda face i think...
just like THIS
i g0t an What lah...
s0 my fault lah!!!
Brav0 brav0 sia...
U have n0t change at all...
last time KFC als0 like this...
keep shaking the table...
machiam my wrong or i deserve it like this...
i study also cannot study well...
want to play cannot go other places and play...
so must play in front of me and disturb me lah...
sia0...
aAa..
y talk until s000 far...
t00 agitated lia0...
l0ls...
a laugh for a better day...
then recess...
heard that something happen...
not to mention what was that....
but...
take care lah...
dun u know u know too much...
dun xiang wai wai...
l0ls...
i think is i xiang wai wai...
then 5 periods of deepa class...
WAH!
more than ever no m00d!!!
NVM!
help joan copy the tIps...
then h0r...
like this still nvm...
i copy until half way very sleepy...
i told myself...copy finish...hai kuo tian kong...
can sleep liao...
finally copy finish...
clear table...went to ZzZ...
then!
i sleep sleep sleep...
in front that chair kiap my fingers...
ouch...
then go back sleep...
another one kiap my finger again...
jin GY...
then go back sleep again!!!
but this time a different incident happen...
tell u the whole story...
starting...
dunno who dunno who throw crushed paper on aaron and gui rong that group...
but i think is sufi and andy they all started...
then throw throw throw...
i dun care i sleep...as long as it dun touch me can liao...
then one hit me...
thought it was sufi...
i turn around...
scold sufi...
s0rry lah sufi...
know it was not u...
so it was that fking anggie....
tmr i see her i sure throw my book at her one...
CB kia...
F0r Fun izzit...
aAa...i Thr0w 0ne thick b00k 0n u...
i sAy f0r fuN, u like it anot...
dun tell me the difference of the crush paper and a thick book...
U used the thing thr0w what...
an eye for an eye...
i thr0w it on u l0r...
g0t reason anot...
bye lah...
go bomg bomg...
very smeely...
bomg liao go sleep...

2004-10-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

i getting my new phone soon...
butt...butt...
X400 is banned...
dunno y...
count myself lucky i think...
hmmm...
but i really like it alot...
really very nice lor...
mother say budget 400...
above that cannot buy...
go find one very nice one...
ltr go compass buy basketball shorts and dunno what...
hmmm...
go see got nike one anot...
if got i buy the nike one...
i just saved up to a hundred...
hard time man...
i took 2 weeks to do that...haaiz...
dunno what i want to buy also...
but first of all...
pay for that stupid uniform first...
hahaz...
haiz...
hmmm...
must jia you liao...
i dun caree how much i must get in my exams...
as long as i study as much as i can can liao...
buaiz...

2004-09-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

hey guys...
i'm back lor...
hahaha...
kinda sianz...
so come and blog and bitch for a while...
hmmm...
just got my botherhood VCD...
nice and touching...
i almost cried!!!
ahh~~~sniff sniff~~(crying)
hahaha...
played GB with kopi today also...
so DL...
today hor...
things r not with me...
i shoot the enemie untill wanna die liao...
there will always some evil aka bad guys who go and ks...
which causes me lose abt 2 k pls today...
if they didnt ks...
i would have 2 more k...
that will save me alot of time to buy angel of death...
then...
thenn...
thennn...
then what...
orh!

today at sch!

DAMN SIANZ

nothing to describe the day but SIANZ...

do u have anything to describe the day...

that will be SIANZ...

how SIANZ can it be...
i tell u...
VERY SIANZ...

BO LIAO HOR...

alamak...

exams around the corner...

alot of things still haven study...

today give andy say me until i very dl...
i keep quiet nia...
get 11/15 for F&N say i copy...

then he get just pass...

what should i say...

NEVER STUDY

xin hao fan ar...

ren bu ke mao xiang...

shui bu ke duo liang...

i was thinking damn lots of things...

M I ABLE TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS BEFORE EXAMS...

AM I THINKING TOO MUCH...HAHAHA

i was thinking damn lots of guys...

guys like...

usher(o0o...he is s0 HANDSOME)...

twista...i wonder how was he...he got into a car crash...get well soon twista...

guo liang aka regret...he was the person i saw in the police car when i got out of sch today...and we were like aAa...hahaha...HE WAS ON PATROL...

jay...i was wondering y so many people wanted so much of his seats called 148...sit liao will get pretty meh...or handsome...hahaha...if like this i sponsor yu min go...she become more handsome...and my nu-er also...become more pretty...hahaha...

alvin...what is he doing next door...hmmm...having some kinda conversation wif his dog...or playing his games...or looking at his collection of alchol bottles...or maybe fagging...btw...his room is out of bounds...hahaha...

wei jek...he is bz now...cant talk to him...i guess...buzy with alot alot of things bah...or else he talk also wont talk until so shag liao...i miss the days of playing bball with him and alvin...

jing sheng...hahaha...surprised that i will think of him...aAa...dun siang wai wai...i thought of jia hwee then thought of him one...hahaha...how is he coping wif his studies and love life...really hope its going fine...

WHEN IS THE EXAMS GOING TO OVER...

THE DAYS AT HOME R REALLY BORING...

BORED TO ME TO DEATH...

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE LIFE WHEN I CAN BITCH ABT MY FRIENDS...

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE LIFE WHEN I CAN PLAY BBALL WIF MY FRIENDS...

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE LIFE WHEN I CAN GO GYM WIF MY FRIENDS...

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE LIFE WHEN I CAN WATCH MOVIES AND GO SHOPPING LIKE MAD...

I WANT TO BE WHAT I AM...

NOT STAYING AT HOME AND ROT...

hmmm...something gulits me...

is something happening because of me...

did a bridge drift away because of me...

i hope not...

bye guys...

sayonara...

all the best for ur exams...esp the sec 4...

2004-09-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

things in life is never what u expected...
now then i know...
y everything in life is not made perfect...
finally i know y...
cause u simply don have the perfect families...
u neither have a perfect mother or father...
they all simply sucks to the hell...
study also kanna scolded...
don study also kanna scolded...
might as well don study...
then i wont bo hua...
k lah...
don blog liao...
buaibuai

2004-09-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm back...
very tired ar...
i wanna fall liao...
headache...
just now almost faint...
nvm...
ltr still must cont studying...
kelian...
now...chatting online...
and not to forget to help jek find some resources for his project...
he's project very dunno how to say...
weird...
suan lers...
help finish...still must go back study...
da jai zai jian ler...
sayanara...

2004-09-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

haiz...
back to blog...
he getting further and further...
i mean just friends...
no other meaning...
it was so fine last week...
but this week...
i can hardly talk to him...
is he busy...
i dunno...
maybe i'm sensative...
but i don wish to lose another friend again...
then gotta talk wif alvin yesterday...gonna lend him the garfield ltr...
haix...
dunno what to do...
exams are around the corner...
ahhh!!!
see...my wrong again...
nv study...
dont care...
today must cover 2 chapters of chemistry...
muhuahuahuhauhuaa...
LMAO..!
ti ti ta ta boom boom ting tang teng bing bong bang...
wooh...
i just let out my stress...
lame...
wreak the stupid room up...
muhahahahhaa...
smash my sis perfume to the floor!!
tear the pillows!!
cut the matress into pieces!!
burn the books!!
(thats the best thing i had ever done!)
eat all the food!!
for god sake...
i turning fat...
really...
not those kinda skinny de fat...
is fat de fat...
must go workout ler...
turning more and more lazy this days...
cannot!!!
go do 50 push up and sit up...
then go jump 100 times...
then play with my dog...
go train my strenght...
after exams...
hope i'm able to shoot back my high angle wif strength...
so that i wont strain my elbow da ren...
haiz...dun talk to u liao..
i go orh!!
ltr wake up see if i got blog anot lor...
buaiz...

2004-09-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

today...
quite a great day...
haha...
early in the morning...
got food to eat...
got ribena...
haha...
nice...
then...
today...
starting of the day was not bad already...
getting better as time passes...
first thing...
my mouth very suay...
the sky looks half clear half black...
then i said out...
aAa...hao xiang yao xia yu liao...
another second...
it rain heavily for 5 minutes...
then it stop...
then i was like wah...
suay mouth...
i smack my mouth...
rachael saw it...
she was like huh...
nvm...
haha...
then me and xf today was busying whacking bee...
then nvm lor...
whack until deepa looking at us...
then i whack the bee...
the bee landed on xf...
xf screamed...
i laughed....
hahahahaha...
lmao...
then hor...
guess what...
tell story first...
once upon a time...
there is a class call 3c...
ahem...
there was a toot monitor went to pass the classroom key to the clown in the class...
when it comes to f&n...D&T...
the class have to split...
we the f&n always got the classroom...
muhuahuahuahua...
but unfortunately...
we got a ah siao aka clown aka andy in our class...
he went to lock the classroom...
leaving us... except yih da wif him...
then he went to smoke at the third lvl...
alamak...
he said he lock the classroom to prevent mdm zal from coming to the class...
but we r supposed to go to the comp lab today...
but he's the toot who dunno...
followed by yih da...
then we r locked!!!
so we spent abt 20 mins disabling the metal panels from the window...
then we got our skinniest guy in class...
mr Daniel to climb out of the window...
then when he got out...
we cheered...
hahahaha...
y we cheered...
maybe we finally get to open another passage in our class...
then they finally got andy and yih da back wif the key...
andy was like running back...
sorry sorry...
i forget...
i was like wtf...
then nvm...
go comp lab play comp...
huinning watch school of rock...
i was watching happytreefriends..
so gross...
then andy SH rachael was around me watching also...
but got one part me and SH burst into laughter...
cause it was damn stupid...
fking lame...
lmao...
then others were like i'm so shocked...
i screamed once...
cause it was so gross...
then...
recess...
went down early...
saw so act lian sec 1...
SH was like...
oh so scared...
then i was like laughing...
then go canteen like hungry ghost...
i buy the food...
haven sit down...
i started eating liao...
then SH ask me pei her go buy drinks...
i bring along my plate...
bian zou bian ci...
hahaa...
i look like a hungry idiot...
then i go back class early...
class was like dead already...
when deepa came...
hahaha...
like what sh say...
first fifteen minutes...
u will see the whole class flat...
everybody gradually lying down on the table wif processes...
first thing...look sianz...
second thing...resting their head on the palm...
third thing...resting their head on the table...
and there goes the eyes...
clooooosseeeddd...
hahahhaa...
me...
i not that bad...
i do my own things instead...
then deepa come here nag...
i give jiao bin...
then she dunno say what my place is fully on her hands...
she can changed my place anytime she like...
then i say SO!
since u like changing my place alot...
make sure u carry my table for me...
make sure u dont ask others to carry my table for me...
she also ll...
then after sch go kfc...
for what...
to study lor...
hahahaa...
then i was very noisy all the way...
then teaching min maths...
then stumbled upon a question...
then everyone solve solve solve...
answer still wrong...
wtf...
then kenny come in...
joan say eh...kenny...
something came to my mind...
kenny...maybe he can solve the maths question...
then i shouted kenny!!!
who knows...
the world is so small...
that even joan shouted kenny at the same time too...
can guess how loud is the KENNY!! hor...
then kenny paiseh...
cause the whole kfc looking at him...
hahahhaa...
aiya...
then he went to sit down...instead of coming sitting with us...
so paiseh...
l0ls...
then we run to him...
asking him how to solve the question...
he also dunno...
ask his friend...
maths expert...
hahhaa...
yuan lai answer sheet wrong...
haiz...
tmd...
nvm...
then kenny show us a coin magic trick...
how he did it i dunno...
but it was stunning...
his friend more funny...
then i crap wif kenny...
kenny i heard that u got a coming concert...
cause he resembles jay mah...
then i say someone pay $140 something just to go to ur concert lor...
then he say no lah...
haha...
my coming concert at 120...
u pay $100 enuff...
wtf...
but hor...really think that paying $140 for his concert is not worth...
so is kenny concert...
what kinda concert is he going to open...
a singing one???haha...
i guess he's going to shake off the boards...
magic show...
hahaa...
kenny's magic show...
concert???
forget abt it...
i'm worried abt the boards...
then go home...
on msn...
talk wif alvin for a while...
he at lan shop playing warcraft...
then i think i shall stop here...
nothing to blog ler...
buaiz...

2004-09-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

Suckas bullshit...
feeling some kinda shit now...
today was totally a bad day for me...
was totally siao...
was totally upset...
wif everything tooday...
i dunno lah...
i was hesitating just now whether to talk to him...
to or not to...
then very contridicting...
then in the end...
mummy home...
go makan...
mother very auntie sia...
she was totally insanse with that bio essence...
what the hell...
haha...
cannot scold the brand...
cause i also using it...
ahahaa...
then go makan...
nothing to eat!!!
then i was thinking...
izzit no eggs...
then everyone unable to open bis...
haiz...
eggs is related to so many things...
may the chicks grow up quick to become chickens and whats the male called??
may the chickens quickly pooed some dozen of eggs each...that will be the best...
i wish it can...
haha...
something i did not blog just now...
i ignored min this morning...
during recess bah...
something was in my mind...
i decided not to reply her anything...
afternoon...
i was a little gulity...
and i don wanna things to turn ugly...
so i bought a piece of honeydew for her...
think she will like it bah...
but the colds still continue...
until the time comes...
omg!
gotta save money from now on...
hehes...
jinkis...
i was broke!!!
ar buh!!!
OMG!!!
Save money!!!

2004-09-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

today mood okie bah...
kinda suay
andy simply sucks today...
next time got food dunwan give him liao...
haiz...
ltr going bball??
i dont know leh...
exam coming liao...
how leh???
study lor...
like what donavan put in his msn nick...
p l z s t u d y
haiz...
still considering...
dun fan wo ler...
ahh!!!
bu yao he ni suo hua ler...
mai mai...

2004-09-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

Don't know what i wanna do...
But...
Today very happy...
Y leh...
Today got mummy to cook dinner for me...
Delicious...
Mother wei ler wo stay at home today dont go work wor...
So good...
I considered very throughly liao...
Unless the person leave...
Or I'll never be back...
Cause I think...
I dont have such a friend...
Not that i wanna heed from others...
Everybody told me...
This kinda friend is not what people call gd friend...
It does not make sense...
I know...
I dont think she is...
Cause the previous her...was lost...
In the middle of nowhere...
Or maybe this her...
Was all along her...
She was wearing a mask all along...
Issit???
I don't know...
I wish it was not...
Tell me...what was friends for...what was sistars for...
I stood...
I helped...
I accompany...
But all it turn out to be a silly me...
Tell me...it was not real...
Tell me...she was not who i'm thinking now...
Haha...what a friend...what a sister...
I know...I know...
I may be beaten up if i write all this...
But so what...
If I dont have the right to say anything here...
What's the point...
People tell me...
Tell her what u r thinking...
What's the point...
Hey...I'll tell u what...
I may be given some kinda face...
Cause she don't like listening to this...
I know...
How would i not know...
For 2 years plus...
How would i not know...
Yah...
Happy memories we may have...
Sad one we even endure...
But so what...
Something inside me...
Blew it all over...
My mind just turn into ashes...
And it just when dead...
My heart just got too much needles...
That it bleed to death...
I have no feeling anymore...
I numb to everything...

2004-09-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

Had a talk wif mummy yesterday...
I realised alot of things...
Hmmm...
She's correct...
I told her what I'm not happy with...
She said to me...
U feel unhappy...
But the person will never know if U dont say...
But some things in life it's better not to say...then to say...
She told me...
The person is only that old...
What u expect her to know...
U tell her...
She might think u r such a pain...
And btw...
Y be not happy...
U urself fan onli what...
Will the person consider u for all u had thought for her...
Simply for her own good...
I chose to take a step back...
I chose to let her learn her lesson...
Maybe she never know or learn her lesson...
But I chose to let her be hurt...
Cause she deserves it...
Maybe I dont know what is happening or going on...
But one thing I'm sure...
I'm totally dissapointed with her...
Once I thought she was the person i think is the best...
But not now...
Now... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Yesterday when out with Shi hui and Zhen jie...
Zhen jie is so generous...
Treat us eat pasta mania...
But i insist on paying $10...
At least i eat...
Not guilty at all...
Haiz...
Then saw kay jav ali
Alicia is cute and pretty...
But she's a little too talkative...
And a little ji siaosiao like XF...
Haha...
Hmm...
Watch Cinderalla...
So nice pls...
Romantic...
Haha...
Then hor...
Walk around...
Then go home lor...
Haha...
Sit cab home...haha...
$13.60...
Expensive rite...
!#$$^&^*^%$$!#$%^&*
Then eat what sis cook...
Tasteless...
Yucks...
I tell mummy not nice to eat...
Mother um chio...
I dun wanna blog liao...
Go makan...
Bye...

2004-09-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

...I'M REALLY FURIOUS TO SOMETHING...
...O MY FKING GOD...
...SO SOMETHINGS REALLY HAPPENING...
...AND I DONT KNOW...
...FINE...
...IT JUST BLOW OFF LIKE A WIND...
...BLOW...
...AND ITS OFF...
...SCRAM OFF BABY...

2004-09-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say...
But I'm really happy now...
And really unhappy just now...
I don't understand a single thing just now...
I saw something...
Which disappoint me alot...
Maybe I dont know what was happening all along...
But I feel that history is repeating itself...
It was like the beginning of the year...
Or maybe I should say it should not...
Because it involves more people now...
Me myself as a friend...
I don't know what to say...
I kept quiet...
Because I don't know I have the right to put in a word to this problem which I think it's really naive...
Or maybe I should not say the word 'naive'...
Nvm...
What has happened...
Has happened...
No point for me to say anything about it or what...
I will think it's Naggy of me...
Or people will find me bothering...
If anything happened...
I really had to say the sentence...
The person really deserved it...
I won't do or say anything related to this problem...
I'll make my hands clean from it...
I'll not comfort when sad...
I'll not rejoice when happy...
I'll not be furious when anything happened to them...
Just keep silent...
Because I think it's well Deserved...

Happy because I intercept one ball...
Everyone shouted hao qiu...
Very happy...
Even I feel those kind of satisfaction...
Hahahahhahaha
S0 far...
In Bball...my most satisfied achievements...
I kai guo tiffy...
And just now lor...
The best intercept i done...
Although not really perfect...
But already satisfied with it...
And shooting a ball and it goes chop...when 2 persons jump to pressure u at the same time...
Bye...gtg...

2004-09-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

i'm here...
i going...to sleep...
i'm not happy today...
dunno y...
just very dl...
with who...i dont know...
i onli know the birds in yishun r irritating me...
i'm sensative...
i'm whatever...
no matter what...
i still stick to the previous me...
remain single...
dont marry...
no big deal...
like what...
marry can live longer like this...
dun wan pls...
single y...
mei ren yao ma...
cause i think single suits me...
i dun think being atd suits me...
i see people cry...
i hate crying...
i hate the feeling of being hurt...
i hate whenever i had to aviod a person...
no matter what reason i had to aviod the person for...
alot of reasons y i think this...
mainly because my life is getting shorter...
and another thing...
i dont wish to leave my sistars...
i met cases of friends pang seh friends when they r atd...
i dun wan to be one...
i dun wish to be a middle man...
i chose to like...but i dun chose to love...
sistars may be thinking...
y is there always a chance for me...
and even i like the person...
but i still rejected...
like someone...
u may say i'm stupid...
for not cherishing it...
but...
then y always i like a person...
but i like to mo mo xi huan...
i dun like to let him or her know...
even him or her know...
i will still like aviod...
like ben...
i rather i can see the person...
it will be enuff to be happy for me...
but if the person know...
i will get real unhappy...
this is me!
all this because i hate being love...
yesh...loved by friends...
but not by others...
i hate loving others too...
i can say i love min...
i can say i love joan...
i can even say i love ben...
but how much will i know...
i can rely on them...
how much i can trust on them...
u ask me...
y i think like this...
i nv know...
maybe is the way i grow up...
many things happened on me...
taught me lots of thing...
u all may think...
i got a big amount of pocket money every week...
sometimes my siblings treat me very gd...
parents treat me very gd...
but the thing is...
yesh i get an amount of pocket money...
but it is just to stuff the gaps between me and my parents...
yah i'm money minded...
cause i love money...
but doesnt mean i want to yong you ta...
they dun understand me at all...
what gaps do i have now...
i would describe as an big hole...
if u put a coin in...
for a few days...
u will then hear the clink sound...
this proves how deep it is...
i was put in this family...
at the age of 5...i started working...
i cant say i'm a slave to them...
they gave me food...education...everything a singapore children had...
but i work for them to get what i have today...
people tell me...
now they pay for ur education...
but i think...
it's i who was paying...
in a positive way...
they r teaching me that...
there is no things for granted...
u want ur food...
u must pay at ur expense...
no money work...
maybe this is what i called gd way of teaching children...
maybe this is what i called gd parents...
but i don think they have the right to take away my happiness...
they make me cry alot...
they took away my rights of choosing the things i want in my life...
i was left dependent on them...
when 5 years ltr...
they slowly set me free...
they want me to be independent...
but...
when i wanted them...
they were not there for me...
like what i think...
would my friends be there when i needed them...
would i be there for my friends when they needed them...
if the truth nv be out...i will be guilt stricken...
i shall stop here...i getting to far...
i talking stupidliaty here,,,
cause i'm drunk...
yi milk dai jiu

2004-09-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

i'm here...my attitude is back...100% sure...but sometimes really not happy with the girl lor...she got attitude i dont have lar...crazy...sometimes feel like scolding back...but i diam diam...dont really want another enemy...she also younger than me...cannot bully her...later ppl SAY i da chi xiao...i don hate her...just not happy with her...nvm...yesterday early in the morning meet pearlyn go gym...we do everything then go home...then go home pong pong...then meet they all go yishun...go there dunno what to do...then suddenly feel the urge to go home...but very lazy...nvm...alvin call me...he is simply like wei jek...scream over the phone...haven tell me what happen...then keep screaming...wah...bth...spare me my ears man...last time wei jek is because of late wake up...didnt get to go to sentosa...alvin is because someone message him wu liao de tong xi...scream at my ear...become my fault liao...i also dunno how to answer the wu liao de message...nvm...then play bball...i bu xiao xin offend a guy...omg...haiz...then mother come and fetch me home...cause i lazy to go home from yishun...ty mummy...then i go buy there seacoconutpeach again...so yummy...haha...then i sleep...then today go school...then go home...then dl honey...then watch until i koon...dunno y...then wake up...i'm here lor...bye...

2004-09-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

finally i can blog...blogger u r siao...i in a bad mood now...i dunno y...just now my whole body is itching...irritate me alot...then nvm...that fking TIAN YUAN...he sux...he dare not touch jasmine...then he dunno say what shouldnt play wif girls...then say what dun wanna play...then i very dl...i tu him...dun wan to play go out lah...dun play lah...my attitude is back i know...but cant help it...really irritated just now...then now alvin they all go dinner liao...find nobody to talk to..sianz...nothing to do now...i go sleep liao...

2004-09-01T09:13:00.000+08:00

haha....finally i can blog....yesterday blogger siao siao...haha...lets talk abt yesterday...finally i finished my project...haha...then skip my recess because of that...haha...then teacher's day the what...then hor got one video...very touched...thats the best item of the day...haha...then want to buy ice-cream...nothing that i want...nvm...go sit bus...haha...then got one guy i dunno his name...rap one thing for me in bus...then i keep laughing...also quite touching lah...but hor...the onli thing...he rap in the bus...quite loud enuff that almost everyone is looking...so paiseh...then joan and xf tell the guy u die liao...haha...hahhahah...k lah...i got someone in heart ler...joan and min know who rite...haha...not NAZI hor...haha...that guy quite sweet lah...haha...then ltr going out...i hope i wont be throwing popcorn like before...hhahaha...nice throw rite...haha...who ask the ghost scare me...i don care...haha...k lah...i go bath ler...ltr then talk to u guys k...for the first time alvin going out wif us...haha...happy going out wif us...sure make u very paiseh one...hahhahahahahaa...good day for me pls...ja ja...sayonara...

2004-08-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm...soo tired and so angry now...he is a sucker...damn big sucker...don wanna talk to him anymore...haha...hmmm...aiya sua...don care so much...btw...today sch got line dancing...okie lah...quite fun...hahaha...but then paiseh...i keep banging and crushing into ppl...then today yi da got admirer wor...people giving him a card and a present???haha...haiz...headache...feel like sleeping...must be not enough sleep...ltr going to sleep ler...yesterday talk to alot of people on msn...alvin...guo an...that sucker...and wei jek...and joan...and jason...others i forget ler...but nvm...talk to wei jek...i want to vomit blood liao...guess what...at first his mood very gd...hey hey...u got go play bball...ask liao...i say...see first...cause i now asking alvin wanna go anot wif me...cause i don like lx ppl...then alvin say dun wan mah...i ask jek wanna go mah...he give me attitide...fk man...say what he not in gd mood...then dun feel like talking...sua...i also sian liao..then talk wif alvin finish...i go 201 find min...i slack alot...haiz...nvm...i shall go sleep ler...ltr then talk to u all

2004-08-29T06:16:00.000+08:00

alamak...guess what...i've been waken up by the msn...tu du tu du sound...then i see...wah...so many people talk to me...j.j.'s is one of them...then i was like diao...nvm...joan also!!...that girl still dun wan to sleep ar...whack u then u know...just now i very touch wor...know what my mother did...cause i study until i fall asleep...then...she help me keep my books...and help me pull my blanket and cover me...so touch...its been a long time she did that...since i was young???then she espically cook porridge for me...haha...yesterday talked wif someone...found out that i will only think of myself but don think of others feeling in the past...anyone who read this...i sorry if i did this to u...esp yu min...nothing to blog ler...buaiz..

2004-08-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

i'm here wif a stupid fucking mood...made by a stupid fuckiNg famiY...thEy sucks...sucks t0 thE hEL...yah iNcludiNg mE...sayiNg that i'm a l0usy daughtEr...y d0nt u say...YOU QI FU BI YOU QI ZHI...then u r the lousy parents that give birh to the lousy daughter...say my atitude learn from friends...shut ur fucking mouth pls...it stinks...y dont u look at ur attitude...i learned it from u what...that stupid bastard say i bother that bitch...what the hell did i do...she make me rely on her for so many years...i did ask...i can say every year after i got into secondary school...may i go to school myself...a simple word no...nvm...u like to trouble urself...suit urself man...now...u the bastard come and blame me for troubling his laopo...hey...whose fault now...y everything push onto my head...okie...now u changed into another topic...fine...let u changed...like what u say...u r the 'elder'...i cannot stop u from anything...fine...as u wish...or u will say i turned brave...oh...u said i bothered her just to wake up every morning...just to wake me up...wtf man...whose the one who made me rely on her...and be so dependant on her...i give u this sentence...u simply said...don talk rots gal...wtf...did i say anything wrong...no...u said many years i had not been helping u out in ur factory...y should i...u said i'm ungrateful for so many things...since u r so unhappy wif me...y born me out...i ask u this question...u said i'm brave...so what did i say to made me brave...nothing...u have nothing to say...u changed the topic again...what van thing...hey mr...remembered 1 year ago...u come to this fucking room...and scolded me...solely i forgotten what i done...but i knew...that was the most fierce fought we had...u said...don come into ur room ever again...don touch ur van ever again...don talk to u ever again...but...what happened in the end...someone talked to me first...someone pleaded me to sit on his van...nv expect a guy to be such a hyprocite...and the guy happens to be my father...i'm so ashame of u man...some bitch say i didnt study...what makes u think so...scram off man...i told u...i got...u don believe...okie...den in the end...i said...u don believe...u can go the school and ask the teachers...did i do their work this days...and blah blah blah...but u answer me one stupid answer...i don school and ask is give u face...now is who wants the face...u or me...if u think is me...i rather u go ask the school than asking me...no point asking me...when u dont trust me...i rather dont want the face...but i guess u r the one who wants the face...y...cause u r scared that i will make a din in front of the teachers in front of u...cause u r scared that teachers will think u r bothersome...cause u r scared that people will think alot of things and think y dont u ask ur daughter than ask an outsider...and people will think...y dont u trust ur daughter...but trust an outsider more...bitch...i said this to u...and u wanted to slap me...i stopped u...and tried to push of ur hand...but in the end...i did not get to touch that bitch hand...y...cause she wanted to slap until half way...she stopped...let me tell u...if that slap touches me...i gonna be more rebellious...and dun expect me to study anymore...i know...study for my own gd...but wtf...got study give ppl say until no study...and that slap touches me...i don care whether the lightning is gonna strick me or what...i will fight back...if u want to born me out...u should have think of the consequences...our generation gap is so big...how big...49-15...34...3 decades of generation gap...do u understand what i want...i not the 60's that is trap at home...study study study...i want freedom...i want space of my own...so scram off...and that bastard come in to scold again...y dont u slap her...she haven wake up from her dream...blah blah blah...y dont u come and do it...u do it...i will jump down the seventeen floor...dare me...i said another sentence...am i borned just to let u scold and beat whenever u want...let u threathen...just because the fact i'm ur child...i owe u...what i owe u...u want born me out...accept all responsibility and consequenses...if u didnt teach ur child well..its ur fault...not the child's...dun push the blame on him or her...that is fucking shit...i ask u...is it that u like scolding me everyday...u said alot of things...den u said the day before u said abt studies...today u said u r teaching me not to go out so much...that is called much...fk off...i ask u...so whats the topic tmr...u don understand what i talking...too bad...ur educational lvl is so low...sadly...someone have to explain for ya...u r wordless...all is nvm...so fucking shit asshole...come in and stare at me...DESMOND LIM MIN HUA...give me those kind of damn freak face...i stared at him...he walked in front and said...give me that eyes again...u think i don dare to beat u up izzit...u want u come lor...the best...let me die...i don want to live anymore...y carry on...when ur life is unhappy...in the end...he walked out...and said...you dont forget what u did to me today...yah i stared at u...but i did nothing...but in the end...being such a hyprocite...coming in the room help me chase off the 2 shits...clear the messy bed for me...oh pls...i rather it be messy...then u helping me clearing up...after u touching it...i felt i'm so uncomfortable...just because i think u cleared it become more messy...cause everything u do in life is always such a loser...u seldom succeed in life...ur life is so messy...my bed cleared by a messy person...results always is messy...let me tell u guys...don come and scold me everyday...when u r in a bad mood...or when u r happy to...i tell u...i'm on the brink of madness...i not joking...force me somemore...threathen me somemore...scold me somemore...i tell u...u will not see me again...i'm serious...dare me...if u want to...no point living in a world...when a family gives u no trust...my life is simple...what i need is trust from ppl...that simple word...i'm alive...if i dont find any...i'll die...i told u...dare me...i'll jump off the windows...without having a second thoughts...so fuck off...

2004-08-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

i'm back...ahhhh...that red cross shoe...so heavy...make my leg so tired can...then i think i fail the test liao...all the command i forget ler...then wear beri and the uniform so hot...but at least i don look bad on it...haiz...so sianz...i'm a Lance.C...but still the lowest between the sec 3...haiz...dunno leh...so paiseh...tmr still need go early to do duty...damn shag...wanna die already...wait...cannot die...i still wanna sleep...hmmm...ltr go play game first...then sleep...joan didnt come...hmmm...everybody ask me where is she...how i know man...i'm not her...

2004-08-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back...from town...so tired pls...i drank a bottle of breezze...now still a little blur...headache...too long neva drink liao...then saw ben...she so nice to hug...so chubby...nvm...she's atd...so dun think the wrong way...haha...then...go watch twins effect 2...

so sianz pls...but very funny...then before watching got the advertisement mah...then guess what...a advertisement...abt ghost...scare die me pls...the ghost pop out and i screamed...nvm...i still got throw pop corn at the screen and scolded fk u...who ask u to scare me...then yingzhi and wei han they all laughing at me...nvm...i still hear people laughing at me behing me...so paiseh pls...nvm...haiyo...who ask that thing to scare me...don scare me...i wont waste my popcorn...lucky nobody siting in front of me...or else more paiseh...wah...i keep thinking of that j sia...i learn a new malay word...ah-bu-jur...izzit like this...haha...haiz...tmr got red-cross...i dunno going anot...mother given me a hell just now...my interests in study which has just developed...had been deflated by that bitch...she is that sucker...bitch...

2004-08-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

okie heres a song for the birthday girl...
it goes...
happy birthhhhddddaaaayyyy toooooo u....
happy birthhhdayyy toooooooooooooooooo uu...
happy birthday to....eh whose the birthday girl ar...psst...its 0ng yu min...knock on ur head man..
okie...
repeat...
happy birthdayyyyyyyyy toooooooo u...
happppppy birtthhhhdaayyyy toooooooooooo uu...
happy birthday to 0ng yu min...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...

clap clap clap...okie...wait wait wait don blow the candle yet...
make a wish...arrrr.....i wish to be the miss penguin of the world...haha...
thats is the wish i made for her...
then blow candle...
wh000000000...
then whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack whack...
fifteen whackies...
haha...
love ya...

okie today at school...guess what...i neva sleep...my eyes is opened throughout the day...haha...then mp3 kanna confiscated by benny...omg...then nvm...give him confiscate...after sch go take from him...actually he wanted to detain me...but i say i got injection...of the what B thing...at outram...he let me off...then monday he give me detention...ahhhhh...nvm...ask kenny if he wants to go...he nv answer me...keep asking alot of question...dun care u liao...jek,alvin,allen i guess they got work today...and what...eugene i guess he still in army...sad case...and that andrew surely go 120...haiyo...y i talk until so many ppl...siao...bu xiang gan lor...haha...hey guys...gtg...

muacks...miss everyone today...espically U...

2004-08-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

back to blog...erm...just went swimming wif SH...so shuang can...then SH keep swimming back and fro...but i also got pei her siao alittle...but she swim more than me...so chuan...put now more energetic ler...haha...then go 120...no human...went home...now i'm here...buais...i go play game...ltr then go down 120...

2004-08-15T16:27:00.000+08:00

its raining...as i look in the rain...the things i remembered...make me smiled...but ltr...my heart a little ach...remembered the day i knew him it was before the june holidays...just to borrow him a small round thing...dun tell u what is that...but i can tell u its from an item i always bring out everyday...remembered his expression...he is so funny...and guess what...i crush on him then...i lied to min they all...and so called make the whole world revolve around me...making them believe i like someone from 120...but i actually like him...onli joan knew all along who is him...second day...i saw him sitting by the staircase...days goes by...i see him...then i finally found his friendster...oh me...then saw his email...haha...go add him...the first thing i add him...i ask myself...is he online...so happy when he is online...i actually smiled widely...then we chat until 3 something in the night...he told me he bth ler...eyes closing...okie let him go sleep...then for 3 whole days...he did not go online...during that 3 whole days...i was silly...yup indeed...i waited for him to be online...i left my laptop on...without letting it rest...i keep looking at his offline nick...and ask myself...when is he going online...i hug my boster and doze off...then next morning...i woke up...and saw his nick changed...stupid me...y did i sleep...he did talk to me just man...if i didnt sleep...i might be still talking to him now...haha...but...then...he was offline already...the forth day at that very night...i saw his nick...pop out online on the comp...i really smiled damn wide enough to swallow the whole python alive...my heart beat like dunno what...but i didnt talked to him then...i don dare to...but...but...but....but...he talked to me first...so happy...really felt wordless...is those kind of happi until wordless...for me...this is the first time...for me to feel happi until wordless...this guy taught me alot of things...really alot...but sometimes...make me sianz half alot...i dun care...he ask me to do something for him...i was shock...did he actually ask me do that for him...nv did a guy ask me before...well he is simply the first one...and ask me to meet him and go pei him buy things...indeed i was shock...the next morning...i woke him up...but...he went back to sleep...so dl pls...nvm...then...months after months...i found that i understand him more and more...cause no matter what happened...he will tell me...though he did not know i like him...we both r simply gd friends...heaven has made a stopper to it...heaven put a stopper...and has added alot of things to this stopper...i don know y...whenever he told me he liked this girl or that one...no matter how jealous i am...or maybe say i not alittle jealous about it...i will still try help him make up wif the girl...try console...or talking him up when he feels upset abt what the girl did to him...and was on the brim of disliking the gal...but now...the girl like his best friend...he knew...how funny is life...i dont know...sometimes...it just went round and round...and it comes back to give u a whack...until i gets happi...i found out that he is the one...will onli do things for his loved...including the three ladies in his life...til now...i wrote this...cause i knew...he will nv come read...he is too old for this...he thinks 19 shouldnt be writing or even coming to such things...well let it be...remember few days ago...he made me smiled...when i was in my baddest mood...because of his jokes...his lame character...and hey...y did i wrote this...i dunno...
haiz...back to my routine...yesterday went 120 wif a fking mood...dunno y...my legs r so heavy...maybe dun have the mood to go...okie...go there see hong guan brother...min they all...blah blah blah...nvm...see eugene also...see ming qiang...sianz half...he is fking noisy yesterday...fancy waving his butt at the middle of the road...pls...ur butt aint sexy...so dont show off...alvin came ltr...wif his hair messy...blahblahblah...but still suai la...know what...i was already very angry wif the 3 people in 120 yesterday...cause they cut queue...whack them pls...nvm...go into the court to play 3 on 3...fking dl pls...dun wanna talk abt it...after the match finish...i walked back to my sit...and drink finish the water and throw the bottle on eugene bike...so dl...then dunno y i cried...maybe too dl...can see how dl i am...then played wif xf brother...he was so cute...but a little guai lan...nvm...then play wif hong guan...haha...he is so...blah blah blah...i throw cookie at him...haha...what a cookie...but y did i played wif him at first...orh i know...i was played wif eugene bike wheels when he spit water from his mouth at my legs...yucky rite...disgusting...so i threw my cookie at him!!!cookie attack...muhuahuahauhaua...

2004-08-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

okie...here...i got a very strange feeling...my mind told me...i will not atd wif anyone...yup...gd that i have such thinking...is like who will want me to be...u might say...u nv know...y...i dunno...something in heart...i don wish to marry...i don wish to do anything wif relationship...that is my thinking now...y...dunno...maybe head burn until siao already...i wish to be alone...recently...i found out i like to be quiet...not alone...but quiet...i don wish to be disturb by anyone...neither do i like to disturb them...cause i know my character...fking noisy...yup...be wif friends...of course...i remembered saying will grow up...then work wif min they all...min in charge of paying daily needs...joan like cleaniness...she will be in charge of cleaning and cooking...hhahaa...me...i will be in charge of the house rental...and the bills...hope they will spare a thought for me...to not to use too much phone and too much electricty...or else i work until siao...okie...not to say this anymore...some nerves in my brain are not functioning...

2004-08-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

fking angry yesterday...y...my mother actually scolded me for 3 whole hours non-stop...the first 2 hr...i dun care her...i do my own thing...let her be like an idiot talking to herself...but then the third hour...bth liao...tu her hui alot of things...the very last minute...i shouted very loudly...and cried...it was 1 am then...brother know i bth liao...come in help me...brother tu mother one word...the more u keep her at home...the more happy she will be at outside...mother diam diam...haha...but then cried until very jia lat...i lie at my bed...staring at the wall like a retarded...did actually scared my mother...cause i think she think i got crazy after the scolding...then cry cry cry...went msn...ask jek pei me talk...his first reaction...y what happen...i didnt know the pei me talk got so many meaning...l0ls...then talk talk talk...found out alot of things that i haven thought of...he also just kanna scolded by father...haha...he told me something...which i think its quite true...study all u can...now is ur parents pay for u...not u pay what...next time if u old liao...wanna study...must pay for urself...very bo hua lor...then talk until 2 something he say brb...actually...he went for a nap...then woke up an hr ltr say he's back...well too late...i'm asleep...after the talk...i find him very ambitious...but don have the heart...y...i dunno...hehe...selfish guy...he said...nvm...next time he got go down...then i can go down...he didnt go 120...i no need to go...then if the whole week he didnt go down...i whole week also no need to go down lar...another thing he say is correct...we are their children...no matter how we argue...they will still win...even if u win today...they will find a way to win u back another day...anything they can do...cut ur pocket money or what...so best when they scold...diam diam...let them talk to the air...they will feel themselves like idiots...best thing to shut their mouths up...is ur exam slips...how effective...depends on how gd is ur results...haha...true...min birthday arriving...haha...

...j0an...
just here to tell u...really angry wif u the past few days...but hope things r over...hey...what very fierce...no lah...nowadays moody because my whole body got alot of problem...sit too long...butt pain...then headache...then alot of things...wah...bth...thats y...didnt say the ger was u...but maybe...we r lesser together...and the gap is getting bigger...misunderstanding will easily happen...to me...if i can...i will still form a team...we will not find shooter...we will find a coach ourselves...and...sometimes...think...does doing things that u arent urself make u happy...what yu min say is true...frankly speaking...i think ur thinking is alittle xiao hai zi...sorry to say that...btw...take care...

2004-08-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

okie...
i'm here...
here to throw out every part of the anger in side my body...
its gonna blow me out...
so i think i better thrash all out here...
first thing in sch...
so fucking angry...
late...
a girl from 3T1 fking noisy...
nvm...
chem class...
mrs gan kp...
dun trust dun trust lor...
who give a damn abt ur lessons...
fucking cb...
den...
recess...
got a fucking bad stomach today...
then...
detention...
ask for other day...
but was not allowed...
y...
dunno...
after sch...
found out she has went home...
someone say she went home straight without saying anything...
okie...
what happen...
i really dunno...
then...
go compass...
wanted to go da bian so much...
nvm...
go home...
prepare for tution...
teacher reach at 7...
ends at 8.30...
wanted to go 120...
quickly wash up...and sneak out...
reach there...
mother called to kpkb...
bth...
nvm...played match...
tried not to show my face gloomy...keep laughing...
hehe...haha...hoho...
but actually having a fucking headache...
but nvm...
just running and runnning and running...
blah blah blah...
say bye...
and walk home fast...
guess what...
the first step...
my dog barking...as she see me happy mah...touched...
but some fking ppl go whack her wif a cloth...
in what way is she wrong...
its a dog nature to bark...i know its annoying to ppl who is annoyed...
so what...
ur prob...
go back room...
hear ur fking craps...
yayapapaya...
y...
u jealous we can go out as we can huh...
don say out all the impossibilities....
and don say out the things u know we will not do...
we r old enough to be sensible...
not everything u wanna us to do...we must do it for u...
just stop all the crap...
get lost...
i dun wanna see u for today...
i dun even wanna talk to u for today...
is it going out for even less then an hr a crime...
i don think so...
just get lost...
now u come into my room...
talking a so gentle voice...
so what u want now...
regret what u done just now...now go cut fruits for me to eat...
nb...
act hao xin...
go eat kong xin cai lah...

2004-08-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

watching animal planet now...peinguins!!!haha...yu min fav...really its cute...ahhhhh...hahaha...okie la...just now went to eat...then saw hong guan when leaving...okie...go download games...nothing to do now...

2004-08-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

hoho...here i am...hey...u know what...i wake up at 7 today...again...the smallest bisnesses wake me up...nvm...then watch daddy day care...lame show...but quite touching actually...hehe...then what am i doing now...nothing...really nothing...my aunt just came...dunno y leh...always see them i sianz half one...haiz...ltr go makan wif mother...go bomg bomg liao...wtf...mother ask me today dun go out...dun care...zao chu qu...tongues out...hehe...sayonnara...okie...buais...

2004-08-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

0ie...here...yah...look here...dun u dare to steal a look at my dog...or i gouge ur eyes out...look at his teeths it so white...ahhhh...soo cute...like doggie...still looking at him huh...last warning baby...ohhhhh...look at his eyes...so big...like fishballs...hey...still looking at him huh...processing and preparing to dig ur eyes out...muhuahuahauhauahua...okie...thats my craziness today...what happen...simply nothing happen today...just that i watch 3 dvds and my tution teacher say she's not coming...and having a damn bad stomach today...woohoo...just as rotten as me...waking up in the morning at 7...u know what...its kinda too early for my routine...what woke me up...just feeling urgent for some small bisnesses...okie...back to the same old topic...that i always talked about...yesterday went 120...i went there...but hardly...we can touch the bball...the percentage i can touch the ball of the duration since i step into the court till i left the court...is abt 40%...or maybe less than that...what i can say is...i can hardly touched that stupid ball...because of who...the group of girls...who is the group of girls...u know who...dun ask me baby...kinda rough game when we played wif them...but tried to hold them before they fall...i remembered one shooting the ball in front of me...and crash...ahh...and she was ahhh...then i almost scream out...but did not in the end...but hold her in the waist...sudden...i feel myself like a guy...hey...y am i doing that...let her fall...and i will be laughing like a hyena...but lucky i hold her...then she didnt fall...cause she stepping right on my shoe...unlucky like me...spraining her leg again...will not be a problem any second if she loses her balance...or maybe having bruises...after falling backward...ouch...that hurts...whose that girl...yu huan...okie...shall continue...another girl with the same name as me...angelina...yup...i did really forget she's having a leg injury...and erm...i admit...a little roughness into it...but...as soon as i accidentally touch her...i quickly hold her again...i scared she fall down...i was like shit...did her leg hurt again...dun scare me...i will be very guilty...ahhhhh...but heng...she scream foul...what fuck...nvm...i dunno y...but will get very scared when people abt to fall...then steven was so caring...such a good guy man...okie...stop...all that...okie...erm...what am i going to do ltr...go for bball again...wif yu min...hey...u know what...my mum actually wanted to ground me up...cause some festival is coming...what a thing...i dont care...

2004-08-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

i drop a tear just now...is it because my eyes r tired...is it because of him...something kopi told me...but not really tell me...but i found it myself...i admit...to such kinda things...abt relationship and friends...i'm vulernable...nothing in this world make me sadder than this...but if i were to lose them...i will breakdown...for 1 year plus...i can say that i not into one relationship...haha...one of the reasons...of course...its because i'm unattractive...i admit...i not as pretty as joan...as charming as min...their characters make them attractive...can i say that...but y...maybe because also...i dun feel security on that particular person...maybe he has given me...but it is not enough......dun talk abt it...hmmmmm...wei jek just called me...he never go sentosa...heng...haha...he missed the chance...haha...they not going wif just guys...but also 8 girls...and he missed the chance...he was screaming all the way on the phone...wtf...my ear going to explode liao la...i feel like whacking him just now...as what min say...he really bian tai...want to see girls until.................anyway ltr he also going bball...haha...okie...dun say liao ler...i suppose to reach 120 at 6.30...still haven bongbong yet...i will try go there...jek also chiong there...aiya...dun know liao la...dun care...end of my blog...bookaba...

2004-08-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

i'm here babies...so sian now...at home...with damn lots of eating mikia beside me...mother today make me very dulan...i say i dun wanna buy lunch for granny liao...keep fan wo...dl...bo bian...go and buy...then check hp...jek call me early in the morning abt 6...hohoho...siao liao...cause he wanna ask me go sentosa...but wanna wait for my answer...whether to go or not to go...hohoho...min not going...of course i wont go...1 girl go wif so many guys...and all is suai ge nehs...jun quan muscular,man,sexy...alvin suai,cute,full of angkong...wei jek suai,cute...then allen...skinny but muscluar sia...wah...want me go there drool until siao ar...i dun wan hor...go there also see alot of girls...hot babes...drool again...dun wan...u want my saliva resources to cut down ar...i then dun want...nvm...i call jek he also nv answer...dun care...min call me!!! she say i miss call her...where got...hoho...then ask me wanna go 120...see her there this evening...i going for a jog first...run around joan's area...hohoho...but...say liao...dunno will go anot...kinda lazy today...dun feel like doing anything...my mind still very messy lor...i dunno i like him anot...my heartbeat tells me i'm not...but my mind keeps thinking of him...sianz...but he makes me happy and alot of times...sianz half...and many times...sad...sianz...dun care...sianz...see him in school...like nothing...dun care liao...i wish upon the sun,as it is the biggest star,that he will always be my best and closest friend no matter what happened to any of us...okie...dun talk abt it ler...yesterday took alot of pics wif min...we all clash sia...dunno what pose to put...keep twist twist twist...haiyo...then they went to watch irobot...but i watch before liao...doze off in the cinema...then yesterday i cut my hair...one month liao...every month go cut...haha...now damn short sia...come home...mother bth...cause bomg bomg liao...hair dry liao will keep standing...dun care...i will wait till adult then let my hair grow...

2004-08-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

today m00d okokie...dun talk abt what happened in school...kinda sux...kanna detention because of that...okie...hmmm...what did i do today...okie after school...went home wif min...actually wanna sit cab...but no cab...bus come first...sit bus...then sit bus...i saw my first ex...ahhhhhh...can go die liao...he become more and more suai...things have all past liao la...then nvm...i left the bus...go home...check phone...ahhh...wei jek call me...then quickly returned him call...sianz...he nv go sch again...then i tell him go alvin house first...ltr then i bong hao liao...then i meet him...then i bong hao ler all finish liao...went out of the house...walk until traffic light...jek call me ask me to meet him at the basketball court near my block one...nvm walk back nor...then alvin and allen was the...then wei jek got new basketball short...singapore dun have one neh...chey...his brother one...only pl have only...import from china...sounds very not nice...but...but...the bball shorts really very nice...blacks nice and cool...still baggy somemore...wei jek too short...haha...then go bball court...very sianz...no mood to play...i keep bouncing the bball...nv join them...then saw jovian they all...wah....then they all play full court...onli in the evening i start playing...starting slack slack...but after that...i start to play...then play until knee very pain...cause keep let wei jek AND1 again and again...cause he keep failing...then always tio my bone...orh chang...haiz...bth...then not bad sia...my cross passing can go full court liao...haha...good good...i like it...then zhanlong xiaolong they all come...haha...xiaolong today make me very dulan...cb...can go die liao...nb...damn kp today...almost cried just now...but ren...haha...then me and alvin together fooled andrew...lied to him we are xiong mei...haha...how we fool andrew...cause me and andrew were arguing...then i ask...i got so selfish meh...alvin heard that...say got...u everytime at home always i want to borrow magazines from u...u dun wan to lend me...ownself hide in the room and flip and flop...this kind of mei mei also got...haiz...then i also fake fake where got...then andrew...question mark on his head...u two xiong mei meh...then i was like duh...haha...got fooled...now still think we are sisters and brother...haha...then andrew dunno heard from who alvin is a national player...i hear liao...i was smirking all the way...then bth...laugh very loudly...haha...national player...still very far man...this kinda rumour u also believe...can touch ring doesnt mean national player pls...wah...then saw alex slam dunk...and the ring bent again...aarrrgghh...then today wei jek AND1 me...lights off liao mah...then his movement damn hyper and fast...i see liao...headache...then he hor...gd dancer sia...but still to techno...first time i see him dancing...then alvin and allen went home...then hong guan wanna talk to me...also dunno go where...then left me xiaolong wei jek roy zhanlong and another dunno who there playing bball...haha...zhanlong suai...then 10.30 liao...they all go mac...haha...then they all taking photo...and...and...xiaolong until haf way go find his friends...left me and wei jek...jek send me home...until halfway saw my mum...she is downstairs again...worth the name of scolding queen baby...my show is on...dun wanna talk liao...next time bah...

2004-08-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

i dunno whether i still like him anot...but...
whenever i knew he like another girl...
got one arrow in my heart again...ziping past through...
ouch...painful nehs...
i tried forgetting...
but its seems so hard...
most of the time in the week...
i will see him...
in a place where i learn alot...
but can i say that he is a little flirt...
nvm...
i shall make it over...
i wont hate him... be rest assured...

hey guys...i going to study ler...buais...y study...going to retain liao lar...okie bye lar...

2004-08-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

hi guys...i'm at school now...my diary still go on...many people will say...y people are so stupid to write how they feel and whats their secret in their heart online...dunno leh...find it saving money...neat...don need to find a very nice book...people know know lor...big deal...haha...mrs deepa sucks...she having her physics lessons in the comp lab...say cannot on the comp...but still on it...putting my mp3 on the table openly...she also do nothing...eunice opposite me listening to MD...dunno writing what...as for the person beside me...looking at me blogging...see some more...dig ur eyes out...wanna know who is that...i tell u...its firdaus...haha...then beside firduas is sufi...he ar...bth him...like ah boy like this...nvm...then beside him is zainal...dunno listening to what...sticking his eyes to the screen...thats pro...l00ks like i goona have a long day in the comp lab...okie...now talking abt yesterday...how to say neh...help jek send files...until wanna vomit blood...but nvm...owe him that for months liao...but i failed to send him sucessfully...know y...cause i dunno how to use that software...kinda sucks...ahhhh...vomit blood...kns...then hor...that qing qing...very fan lor...keep asking alot of question...feel like thrashing him...wah...then keep asking...ask somemore...i dig ur throat out...then just now recess...sooooo gd...got nasi lemak...suppose to be $1.20...but uncle charge me $1 onli...gd hor...then he give me an old singapore five dollars...then i see liao...a little weird weird..to long neva see this kinda note liao...sianz...when is her lesson going to over...nvm...stop blogging...half an hr ltr come and blog...

2004-08-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

everything is over liao...yu guo tian qing...found out that really everything's over...i no longer xin fan abt that thing...happiness is over me...hmmm...okie

talk abt today...what happen...u wanna know...okie first thing go 120...sianz sianz...cause stomach very pain...but i promised jek that i will go...cannot dua him...dua alvin once liao...then dragged myself there...they all playing match...then ying zhi shoot shoot...then we two go buy makan...then buy finish go 120 den eat...actually we r sitting opposite wei jek...but...but...he walk towards us...during that time...i told ying zhi...he come no good things one...surely got motive...then ying zhi giggled...guo ran...he come for the food in our hands...and drinks by our side...nvm...si guan ler...then finish eating...feel better liao...then wei han they all go another bball court to play...left me and jek...using just half court...then play 1 on 1 wif him...entertain him for a while...i shoot ball from 2 pointer then he chiong in front...two crashed together....eee...he so wet...then my brother come!!!ahhhhh...actually nothing la...i scold wei jek...he heard that and scold me...haha...then finish liao...jek was talking abt mark...saying mark was a lan ban gao shou...quite agree with it...ahahahahaa...i saw his sec 3 photo...sooo beng...ahahahaa...then talked talked until dorothy...then 9.30 like this left bball court...go mac...jek eat mac...i listen mp3...hahaha...i snatch his fries and eat...then he asked if he look like beng anot...he shou liao mah...dunno leh...but i know he walk like a beng...l0ls...actually okie onli lah...then he send me home...then come home...mother kpkb...bth...i went back my room...come and blog...got anything to blog nothing...

2004-08-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

THE 120 BOARD IS BACK...EVERYBODY SNATCHING FOR THE FIRST THROW...BUT THEN TOO MANY PEOPLE SHOOT AT THE SAME TIME...ALL REBOUND...AND HURRAY...3 CHEERS FOR 120...WOOHOO...WOOHOO...WOOHOO...I LOVE U MAN...but...today got alot of people kpkb...because of small things wanna fight wanna quarrel...bring back my anger...fucking dl pls...play bball play bball lah...want play until like this...might as well sit aside...dun play...so u wont dl...i see liao...know how to play bball so what...got attitude...solo...no sportsmanship...fucking angry until i scolded out...jun quan also another one...ask ppl dun scold back or fight back...he ownself go find problem...tall big ar...suai big ar...got muscles big ar...hong guan also another one...pride on his head...wenbing...dunno how to say him...he sucks today...so petty...then played 3 matches...first match i'm happy...second match...happy also...third match...i wanna vomit...follow min go chui chui fong...so cooling...cooled down liao...den go back...then go back...play 2 vs 1...me and min vs zhengda...i layup one...crash together wif zhengda...so pai seh...nvm...actually wanna wait hong guan...den walk home together...but...sadly...his foot swollen...sad...actually ask him if he wanted me to fu ta hui jia anot...he say too late...he ask his brother come down liao...haha...then he ask if i gan shi jian...if not...stay and pei him wait for his brother then go home together...dun wan lar...i dun like waiting also...then i walk home myself...kinda suay...saw 'oranges' and somehow i feel it walking past my shoulder...maybe think too much...nothing happen.........................................

2004-07-31T14:50:00.000+08:00

fEEiNg c0NfusEd

my heart is piercing...ouch...
y...i dunno...argghhh...
in whatever things he had done...i felt the pierce...ouch...
even it has happen yesterday or few days ago or months ago...
when i thought of it again...
the pierce came back to my heart and sting me...ouch...
its painful...
i wont say i like him more than the past few ppl i like before...
cause its the same feeling...
no difference...
like means like...
love means love...
where got more...where got less...
i told kopi abt this...
he said to me...
maybe he treat u as a friend only...
maybe he likes u alittle...
but maybe he thinks u treat him like a friend only...thats y...
but i think he treats me as a friend onli...
suan ler...
like him in a secretive way...
haha...
like him doesnt mean i have to have him mah...
let me see him...talk to me...
will be enough for everything...
i will be very satisfied with my life...
only min and joan and shi hui know who is him...
u will never guess who he is...never expected its him...
but never in my life...
i treasure a person so much as much as i treasure my sistars...
he talks to me lesser...
i will get sensative...
and thinking oh shit...
he know liao ar...
die die die...si si si...
but i really think too much liao...
haha...
suan ler...
dun wanna talk abt it animore...
its bothering me alot...
erm...
talk abt what i have done yesterday...and today...

yesterday very sianz...go 120...play until very dunno how to say...cause play 3 on 3...then okie lor...play...i lost my high angle...nvm...at least i intercept a number of balls...suai nehs...haha...then play finish liao...i say i wanna go eat...js and jek pei me...y leh...cause they hungry also...hahaha...but then go joan house take my wallet first...go plaza eat...go there...jek no money to eat...y leh...he she bu de use the $50 bucks which is folded into heart by dorothy...got ji nian value...cannot use...quite agree wif him...if got ji nian value...i wont spend it away...but if no hor... i will immediately spent it away...then saw hong guan brother there...wah...look like hong guan...then we walk until bus stop...min call us to ask us to buy bread for her....but nvm...walk back to buy for her...she my laogong cannot let her hungry...then buy one hot dog bun for min...and otah one for jek...cause he nv eat...as he she bu de the $50...bth him...then walk back...saw me laopo...laopo sick nehs...ke lian...bullied by her aiai...her aiai nv take gd care of her...heart pain...yah hor...today forget to go find her aiai...and confront his aiai...then ming qiang say if me jek alvin and hong guan win...we get free drinks...good good...then we won....i take ice-milo instead...jek also...hahaha...alvin???hong guan???dunno leh...then they say they go k-box...ask me if i want to go anot...i say dunno...told jek that i got go then call him...then he said to me...wah lao say until like this means nv go liao lor...but also must go home and ask the scolding queen rite...and also no girls going...how u expect me to go...a girl going wif how many guys...let me count...more than 5 lor...i think still got jun quan they all...wah...count count...got ten liao...haha...today allen birthday...happy birthday to u...clapclapclap...then go home...see mother talking wif neighbour again...bth...then i ask her...can i go out...she smile smile say can leh...but scary sia...then i say just joking...i rush back to my room...wah...she this days same nerves out of place sia...increase me pocket money...nvm...everymorning wake me up...nv scold me animore...nvm...now...so late want to go out...still smile smile say okie...wah scary lor...i rather not go out...i stay at home...okie...dun give me that attitude...damn scary...this kinda smile cannot play...and still nv ask go where for what...nb...straight away say yesh...wah...scary...then jek called me and ask whether i want to go anot...he find a girl out to pei me liao...but i say dun wan...mother dun let me out...wah...i was thinking leh...is she for real to let me out...or there is motive in her mind...wah...but hor...if got go out wif jek they all...i will surely drink until i drunk lor...burp...kekes...abt 3 months i neva drink liao...carving for that...

2004-07-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

hey everybody...i'm here...sianz...dunno y leh...feel like quiting red cross...bo xin liao...dunno lar...i pay for my uniform first then say...maybe pay liao...i quit...wah...u know what...i today at class...straightaway got history test...i do finish liao...i straightaway sleep...wake up...aAa...geography lesson...wah...sleep for 2 hrs sia...y i wake up leh...cause of some screetching sounds made by zinal...haha zinal cut hair...suai...more suai...then recess...my rice drop on yu min new bag...ahhhhhh...die...how leh...i first thing think of taking tissue from her bag...dunno got anot...open and see...aAa got leh...take then go wipe wipe...yu min go wash hand come back...i shout...yu min...hehe...u bag give me make dirty...hahhhahahahahaaaaa.....haix...how leh...then recess finish...is chinese...everybody very sianz...went sleeping in class...then cher bth...she wake all up...onli andy the one cannot wake up...then watson go shake him until he wake up...pig ar...nvm...he sleep his leg position make his blood circulation poor...then leg no blood...then cannot move lor...he go use his hand and carry his leg...so funny...then today at maths class...they were talking abt mr goh...abt his scandals...hahaha...so pathetic...then dunno y everyday after school i must see him one leh...i gan sian lor...then i tell jek...jek ask i got heart pain pain anot...i say not pain ar...i see liao...i kinda scared ar...a little suay lor...now really is no feeling for him liao...but see his atd very irritated...arrggghh...cant be bothered...too much concidence liao...gotta go prepare for bball tonite...cries man...xiaolong not going 120 animore...y leh...mid year exams...got come lar...but onli on weekends...sianz...no people give me beat liao...somebody today sae i am like a pixie...is this a suan...l0ls...

"Let's Get It Started"

Let's Get It Started, in here...

And the base keep runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', andrunnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and...

In this context, there's no disrespect, so, when I bust my rhyme, you break your necks.
We got five minutes for us to disconnect, from all intellect collect the rhythm effect.
Obstacles are inefficient, follow your intuition, free your inner soul and break away from tradition.
Coz when we beat out, girl it's pullin without. You wouldn't believe how we wow shit out.
Burn it till it's burned out. Turn it till it's turned out. Act up from north, west, east, south.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here. Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.Let's get it started (ha),
let's get it started in here. Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Lose control, of body and soul.
Don't move too fast, people, just take it slow.
Don't get ahead, just jump into it.
Ya'll here a body, two pieces to it.
Get stutted, get stupid.
You'll want me body people will walk you through it.
Step by step, like you're into new kid.
Inch by inch with the new solution.
Trench men hits, with no delusion.
The feeling's irresistible and that's how we movin'.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here. Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here. Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin runnin' and...

C'mon y'all, lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here) Ow, ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Let's get ill, that's the deal.
At the gate, we'll bring the bud top drill. (Just)
Lose your mind this is the time,
Ya'll test this drill, Just and bang your spine. (Just)
Bob your head like epilepsy, up inside your club or in your Bentley.
Get messy, loud and sick.
Ya'll mount past slow mo in another head trip. (So)
Come then now do not correct it, let's get pregnant let's get hectic.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid. (Come on)
Get it started (come one) , get it started (yeah), get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here. Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started(woah, woah, woah) in here.
Yeah.

Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here) Ow, ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin'
[fade]

2004-07-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

let me tell u guys something...my pocket money become $12...y leh...because i today morning ask my mother to buy bread for me...then i can bring to school and eat...then she ask y dun wan eat school one...den i crap back say...aiyo the school food getting more and more yucky...and more expensive...buy liao waste money...then she say...nvm...i give u $2 more...u better go and buy proper meal and eat...or else hor...u gastric...i gotta spend more money on u for the doctor...i hear liao i grinned...haha...more money now...this is the first time...1 year my pocket money rise by $4...last time is every year rise $1 or $2 onli...soo happy...then today...i bring mp3 to school...then scared teacher found out...i go hide the wire with my blouse...then the ear piece come out from my collar...then hide liao...even rachael talk to me also dunno i wearing that...then i fake fake say huh huh...cannot hear u...she look here look there...then found out that i wearing ear-piece...cause my hair covering it mah...haiyo...then whole day i on the mp3...shuang...then today english class...was zinal they all turn to skit...so funny...laugh die me...know what they do...fi dress up like a terrorist...at first i saw it...i thought whose mother dressing up like a terrorist...then it was actually fi...then the whoever act bill gates who is suppose to be kidnapped by the terrorist...shit...i suffering from short term memory...i forget the whoever call what liao...ai nvm...so-fi the best...he act as a news reporter and a refree...ah---soo funny...u all see liao...surely will laugh...then zinal the most cute and suai one inside...he cannot find his sword...went looking around for it during the play...enemy found it liao...pass it to him...then they still shake hand then fight...bth them...really laugh die me...then people act act call zinal ask him to save the day...the zinal talk then hang up...hang up liao...ask who is that...bth him...dun talk abt him ler...make me so irritated today wif his nails screeching on the wall...so eekkky...have u ever heard sounds made by nails frictioning against the wall...yup...its that kinda sound...really sucks pls...i really scream and yi-da they all turn and look at me...as tough something big happened...so pai seh...nvm...then after school walk to bus-stop...i saw him wif his atd...i shock lor...y this days keep seeing him...sians...then all talking abt msn de things...then go compass...all like kia su...keep taking coupons...nvm...save money what...then eat liao...i go buy cookie...my fav...but...i eat the yoshi a little heart pain...can i vomit all the things out and return to the person...and refund...can i...haix...i promised to buy bball in 2 weeks de...cannot...must save money...haha...ask kenny out just now...but poor thing got tution...ask me go his house and acc him study...wait long long...might as well u come my house...i teach u study...u want u come lor...come liao...teach u until u fail ar...haha...yah hor...he o'levels coming...l0ls...happy o'lvls day to everybody...does it sucks...does it make u nervous...nvm...i going to have it in 1 or 2 years time...cause i might retain...but it is not what i want...i will try not to retain...hope can have a high jump in results...but i guess i get a retain...i wont be studying anymore...

2004-07-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

wei qian...u live dun live until so sia lan can anot...yah...anithing u say now...u dl...people not dl izzit...u onli know how to be angry when ppl scold u...but u got put urself in other people shoe anot...u like other's copying ur ideas and creativity izzit...fine...u like that...i cant stop u...cause u have no pride...no creativity...no principle's of life...no nothing...y...no pride because maybe u feel nothing when u create something outta urself...not a single proudness...hmm...thats maybe y u wanna copy my sistas's writing or whatever...y no creativity...cause obviously u r copying my sistas bloggies...y...izzit that u think u r not pretty enuff...and want to take some ingredients of my sistas blog to beautify urself to make urself more attractive...yah...u make urself more 'popular' even our sec 1 girls r laughing at u when they saw u around the sch...cause u simply love copying...and have no creativity...y they r laughing at u...cause they think they have more creativity than u...BHB hor...but...but...they got the rite to do so...cause its a fact that they r more creative than u...and u may say yayapapaya...who cares...i know y...cause u have no pride...ppl luff u liao...still got the face to go write such a thing in ur blog...bravo man...no principles of life...as u love to copy ppl things...and have no originalty...how should i say...or maybe i should say...u make urself very lowly in other people's eyes...what do u mean by u create this something before u know us...does this sentence make u free from what u have done...since u have created it long ago...y dont u put it earlier before us...thats isnt it the way...but it proves to us that it is not...oie...pls dun treat us like tooties...y shouldnt we say that before u came into this sch...we have been using all this 'somethings' that u have copied from us...and thats the fact...dun believe...u can ask the seniors in this sch...y joan love rain...because of a story...and u may say...is kinda related to her...she live her life wif predentation...dun ask me y she did so...even i dunno y she like pretendation...maybe when she's sad...she doesnt want people to worry abt her...simply not much people will understand her...y yu min is siaonuhai...i know y...cause she is simply out of her mind at all times...wif her...u will go crazy together wif her...talking abt all the sex issues...crapping all along...being straight forward...and laugh as she wants to...angry as she wants to...throw temper as she wants to...be sad as she wants to...thats prove her to be a siaonuhai...and u still need ur mummie to think for ya...but my yu min here thought of herself individualy...milkiie jasmine...hmmm...she is from qs...need da protect her rites...yoyo...QIANGSHENG rawks man...even its not jasmine...i also will love ya for that...cause i love drinking milk...maybe every recess from my sec 1 till now...i have been drinking milk...what kinda milk i like...cow, goat, does soy milk count...and i know there are still many others...but cant be bothered to say anymore...i know u love us alot...and wanted to copy so much from us...say it out that u copy out from us...and u will be forgiven...and will not be laughed...but since u wanted to remain to ur old self...suits urself man...cause it will onli prove that u r what we call a copycat wif no creativity...and we simply look down on this kinda ppl...u may think we r childish...let it be...u may think we r over reacting...let it be...but in our mind...we think people having the same things as us r simply sucking to the core...even in school i found people having the same bag as me...i found it so furiating...and i really wanted so much to throw the bag away...but i know one thing i shouldnt throw it away...cause go home...surely kanna scolded by mother...for wasting money...cause that op bag i have not bought it for even 3 months...and its still new like hell...so think it urself...doing all this thing realli make u happy anot...

2004-07-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

okie...i'm here to blog...hmmm...what a interesting day...it's raining...and it ruin the whole day...cries...what am i doing now...nothing...simply nothing...just finish eating my maggi mee...know what...this few days i have no appetite...no mood to eat...although i like to eat alot...yesterday went 120...kinda sianz...but at least still got people...and 'oranges'...yesterday got one father slap nu-er for scolding stupid...stupid sia...den xiaolong kan bu shuang...shouted got father torture nu-er ar...bth...scold liao...all hum...run back to sit...dun say others...i also...then after xiaolong they all left...left me and jek...damn sianz...then haha...rong jin...rong bing come down...hurray...play 2 vs 2...i lay up one very nice...and i very satisfied wif...then learn shoot 3 point...finally...wo zuo dao ler...then all of them went shooting outside 3 point...no strenght play wif them...sit there look at them play...haha...then rong bing and rong jin keep going in...clapclap...but onli jek...odd one out...cause he used too much strenght...then he run until very back of the court and shoot...still too much strenght...siao...den lights off...rong jin ask me go home early...cause late liao...but i say dun wan...dun feel like going home so early...but he hor...jin gy...say if he free throw go in...i must go home...he went in...but i dun care...rong jin actually very nice guy...but just that sometimes they r a little proud...its their three brothers character...live with the word proud...its good...then jek saw dog like saw his ai ren like this...run...wah kaoz...then wait for him to finish sayang that dog...then rong jin they left early...still ask me to early go home...okie...i will...but in the end...i pei jek go mac and eat...saw roy there...sianz half...nvm...buy things and eat...eat eat eat...jek ask me if i want to see the tiao xin...actually i want de...cause nv see before mah...but then late liao...scared mother scold...then jek and roy send me home...then mother waiting for me downstairs...haha...siao liao...go home scold scold scold...i think fully is because of my handphone bill...$96....haha...nice go...then go msn...chat chat chat...then play monopoly wif kopi...so fun...he so suay...keep going to jail...but i also suay...y leh...cause i keep going to his territory...lose money...cries...nvm...then my towel is not lost...it is wif alvin...haha...so happy...my pooh orange towel... is not lost...happiness is written over me face...i am so happy...teng si wo de didi cum korkor cum meimei cum dajie cum dear cum laogong...siao...so long...if not for him...i will be very heartbroken now...thinking of my orange towel...and its pooh man...then today at class...deepa nv come...hurray...gd gd gd...after recess straight away free until school end...gd...then i sleep very long...very hot...then watson they all crowding around my place...so hot liao...still crowd there...damn dl...then i unbuttoned my button before i sleep mah...then i forget to button back...aaron saw that...he very pai seh...l0ls...so cute...ke ai...then andy they all wreak hadi place...ke lian de hadi...they spray...then accidentally spray until huining chair...but...but...this accidentally make the chair from a chao nu ren...bian chen chio bu...really very nice...then at first...andy wanted to say sorry to huining...before he could say that...huining sae...aye...who make my chair...so nice...andy face changed...its me...then praising himself all along...bth him...then fang xue liao...go sit bus...very squeezzy...then reach until st joseph there...me joan xf bth...get of the bus there...then i went home...they all slowly walk home....haha...luckily my house near chij...then come home...brother see me flipping the fridge...i really almost turn the fridge upside down...then he keep luffing...go die la...then found maggi mee....cook lai eat...then got kiwi...love it...then bth...jek keep offline and online...can u stop that...its irritating...haha...

rachel
where have u been///miss u so much///take care okie///

la0g0ng miNmiN
i will miss u de...cause u r the best laogong i ever had...twist twist twist...haha...ai ni...muacks...

joan nu-er
mama is here...i making milk for u liao...dun cry liao...aiyo...i make milk for u...u never find tea for me...u good...got tea also dun wanna duan shang lai...zhen shi de...haiz...mama yong yuen teng nu-er...ai ni...muacks

pearlyn
take care wor...have confidence in urself always...

qiangsheng
all of u tc alrite...must prepare urself for the best...for coming qiangsheng bball training...ai ni men...

alvin (til today...i am still ur didi...)
thank you alvin for taking back my towel for me...teng si ni ler...tc alrite...u r the best brother!!!i wont dua u anymore liao...promised...

wei jek
how would i miss u out...haha...u tc alrite...haha...haha...haha...siao li chang dao...

2004-07-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

harl0w guys...long time neva blog liao...kinda sianz...just back from bball...happi???okie la...not realli...4 days neva play...damn slack...play one match can die liao...very tired...today all handicap sia...one gastric...one sprain...one hand broken...which is me...then xiao long gastric...he vomited...poor thing...dunno y everyone hate cecilia to come...j ask me to not ask her come anymore...but it was like since when i jio her come...siao one...then xf today damn kb...alvin also bth...wan break break la...dun wan break dun break lor...ur choice...y ask others...trying to make urself got liang xin izzit...siao...keep asking ppl wanna break anot...like we his stead like this...haiyo...bth...scold her just now...y everything ask us...then she go use leave there pluck pluck pluck...then she left liao...finally peace...haha...suan her...tmr going bugis wif min...hmm...maybe jek meeting us...he say he wanna buy new bball shoe...i told him to buy a AND1 shoe which is limited edition...$140...very nice...but he got $60 bucks nia...so sad...i also going buy new shoe liao...but must wait...1 month like this...this month spend mother money alot...this month de test all do well...all pass...surely will get the shoe one...gd gd...

2004-07-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

harl0w...today is birthday...happy i am...but kinda unlucky to know andy they all...l0ls...know y...today is my birthday...they ask me to qing ta men chi fan...just because today is my birthday...but actually dun really mind lar...cause andy help me in chemistry...jia hao always help me open the back door for me rite...haiz...wasted four bucks on them...kinda xin tong...or else i have quite a sum of money now...today all say happy birthday to me...i very happy...but of course never show out...happy zai xin li...i love everyone today...except for the suckers...u know who i talking abt...better not let me see them at 120 today...or else my fucking mood will be back...shiok...ltr going 120...meeting jek at 3.30 at 7-11...think the same lines again...who late qing mineral water...and who late is tortise...hmm...joan they all buying me g-string and bra for me as birthday present...kinda shock to know that...cause i dun wear g-string...l0ls...forget liao ar...i open bra shop one leh...l0ls...orh i know liao...u all want me to earn one more bra and g-string de profit ar...ty...l0ls...want also buy bikini mah...l0ls...my shop no bikini...bui pai seh...sorry ar...l0ls...i own alot of people alot of punches...how...go back alot of baluku...oh-ya...now 3 liao...gtg bathe...buais everyone...

2004-07-14T14:45:00.000+08:00

good weather...good mood...everything is gd today...except for something...happen at class...i know this will happen...but i still sleep...i sleep halfway...i heard alot of noise...tried to wake up...but unable to...i can hardly move myself...i can merely open a little my eyes a little...and saw huining...but i saw someone behind huining also...a person i dont know...kinda errie...but something shut my eye again...i got some feeling people touching my eye...dun care much...haiz...can someone make me dont sleep...can someone make me awake during lessons...haiz...dun wanna blog liao...ltr going 120...

2004-07-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

yawns...camp is coming...birthday is coming...death is coming to me also rite...i'm bored to death!!!haiz...going to watch shrek 2 for the third time after this...so i not bo liao what...found out that yesterday i ate alot of things...dunno y suddenly house got so many things to eat...maybe its brother one...dun care...i'm hungry...waiting for mummy to buy noodle back...i'm hungry and bored...sch pls open pls...u let the holiday left me...so dun be so irresponsible letting me bored to death...got any work to do...i dun know...i hope i have work now...argghh...shi hui got problem...ask me go rivervale mall...how...ltr i got tution...what the toot...how...kenny ask me go out pei him walk walk...hao ba...going meet him in half an hour time...

2004-07-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

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j0aN nu-Er
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got something for u here...i know whats going on liao...no matter what i will support u kies...but u said at least u r free from love...but r u really happy to be it...i hope so...hey btw...y u tell min neva tell me...u good...make u fly away...ta da ta da...sia0...haix...joan...mummie will support u...dun worry...muacks...

2004-07-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

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do u have any words to say...no...i dont have any words to say...can see that i very sian...today go play bball...fuckily slack...is like the ball in front of me...dun even feel like running and go pick it...then today bball keep air...sianz half...dun have the heart to play liao...today also no people...or no people entertaining one...kan sianz...jek not there...alvin not there...allen not there...jing sheng not there...julian not there...how i hope julian is not there...hmmm...then eugene also not there...the twins were there...then xiao long not there...haix...alot of people not there...the twins were pro man...but after they played they very thirsty...ask me where i buy the ice pack de...then i say i still got left three...then 1 of the twins stared at me say...u left 3 still dun wan to take it to me...orh orh...quickly go take...then he say thank you...next time qing u drink beer... i was like huh...i dun drink beer man...nvm...i nodded my head...hmm...60 cents de thing can return me something more ex than it...not bad...then after it...DL-andrew come wif his friends...his friends si bei fuckily dunno what to say...they all jin GY de...very kaobei...play also play very smelly...got very fuck up...nb...ccb...knn...then went home...DL-andrew sent yu min home...then i walk home...found out that everytime i walk past the very streetlamp...zhun zhun bellow it...it will from a very bright light...to no light...if 1 time onli still nvm...is everytime...i alone it will like this...i not alone...like eugene or jek or anybody pei wo hui jia...it wont like this one lor...then after i left the road by crossing the road...it turned on again...damn spooky...nvm...dunno lar...

then come home cook maggi mee...eat...think mummy wont buy my food...if really buy...then eat 2 share lor...fan zhen i eat finish liao...i still feel a little hungry...everybody see me eat alot...but my sis went screaming...mummy...angel shou liao...fuck u...i eat alot leh...shou ur head...

2004-07-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

w0ah...s0 l0ng nEva updatE lia0...kiNda siaNz t0day...miNz and j0aN 0ut t0 tEmplE wif j0an mumiE...jEk N alViN N allEn 0ut f0r w0rk...actua|Ly t0day waNNa p|ay Bba|L...but fEEl kiNda siaNz...duNch fEEl likE g0iNg...duNNo y...fEE|iNg that 120 is h0ll0w with0ut thEm...thEn 120 a|s0 very little people liao...then feel like going there like very sianz...i know actually got min...but scared halfway play wif her...she not happy...kinda scared of her sometimes...like i bully her like that...nvm...i like it...althought its very mian qiang...haha...jkjk...although got her...but still feel kong kong de...although the three guys and eugene and xiao long r very noisy...but thinking 120 without them...so quiet...so boring...dun feel like going...y 120 so little people...all because of the people who are so playful go play slam dunk...dunch u know its illegal to slam dunk in singapore...haix...dun care abt me...i kinda sotx now...sianz until sotz...run run run....tired....just now watch 2 movie...the van helsing and shrek 2...van helsing so nice...love it man...it gives me the creeps...thEn just n0w ta|k t0 kEnny...he s0unds s0 sian...talk to him...the same old words...ic...ya...oic...can have more xin xian gan anot...getting sick of it...haix...i going crazy...sian until my mother wanted to buy food for me...instead i ask her not to...cause i sian until i wanna cook myself...i cook porridge...then egg...then meat...then i eat slowly then eat abt 1 hr...i not sian what!...dunno what to blog liao...aNd my birthday is coming...muhuahuahuaahua...i want to go eat pasta mania...fang xin...i paying for myself...thinking of my birthday let me think of their birthday...must save money man...thinking of buying levis 501 for someone...okie now...must save lot lot money...then can buy good good and useful present for them...good and pratical...

...xiaoxiaoxiaolaogong...
heyEE...actually got letter for u today...but u didnt come to sch...so sad...must go to sch more okie...dun retain pls...promise me alrite...dun be sad liao alrite...laopo will try make u happy...if i ever failed to make u happy...let me take over ur sadness alrite...angry let u chu chu qi on me...kies...hmm...actually wrote a testi for ya...but...err0r...very irritated when i saw that...btw...take care...mish ya...love ya...ehhhh...wuackies...

2004-07-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

w00h00...my hair is short...

2004-07-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

+_+ [jiNg shENg] +_+
i have seen ur blog ler...time for me to be straightforward...dont wish anyone to guess anything anymore...u guys should know me...if things do not get to the end...i will not say the truth...or anything inside my heart...okie...first thing...jing sheng...i dont hate u...really...this is from my heart...i know...this may not satisfy u...i know u r having lots of question in ur mind...y am i doing this to u...y i dont ask u out anymore...izzit what r u thinking...okie...tell u abt 120 first...whenever we go to 120...i dun like sitting wif lian xin people...reasons...they make me think of danny...and michelle...and they make me think of what danny had said before...he will leave their brothers...and will never come to 120 again...but he broke what he said...is it that 120 is a place that people say wanna come and go whenever they want to...there still alot of reasons for this lian xin...but i aint saying out...cause i no longer lian xin...i have no rights to say...tell u to fuck off???i never said that...so pls...dun put that...make me feel like i'm a unreasonable person...secondly...abt jia hwee...remembered i blog something...and u say thanks to me...and u put what nick in ur msn...jia hwee no need to say sorry to me...or whatever...i feel very t00t...to this kinda of things...saying thanks to me is an insult...abt jia hwee...no need to say sorry to me...is like jia hwee own u a living...accept people apology...u know by saying this...u make people guilty...u r already 18...words said out cannot be returned...wounds made will never vanish...every word u say...weigh alot...every word before u say...think before u say...think if this will hurt people...thirdly...y i didnt ask u out anymore...cause i think there is no need...girls wanna have some privacy...not saying that u r a hindrance...be rest assured of that...y that guy can go...u cant go...that have never came across my mind...i also dunno...there are still alot of things to say...but it can never be finish in just a few minutes...r u still my kor...i dunno...but u can treat me as ur mei...cause i think in my life there is one kor...this kor really touches me alot...he did alot of things behind me which i dont know...great things...he ask people to take care of me...when he is not in singapore...gives me money when i in need of...he talks to me and help me whenever mummy or daddy is furious wif me...although he is never succeeding in his life...but he succeed to be my good brother...i will make him be my only brother in life...no more others...but i will treat u as a friend... a good friend wif lots of memories...memories that i will never forget...

(!_!)i'm dissapointed wif them(!_!)
u know who u r...things from ur mouth to me doesnt match what u say...if sweet talks really happen works in the world...this world is a failure...

2004-07-05T13:25:00.000+08:00

I'm going to write a compo here.Why? For fun. Maybe thinking my english is getting from bad to worse. Later I'm going to cut my hair, kinda messy. Sister accompany me go. Headache now. Must be yesterday, too much sun in my head. Byes everyone...

2004-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

many times this week...
i ask myself...
do i like that guy...
i know i shouldnt...
but i have been thinking of him when having lessons...
thinking what is he doing...
where is he now...
i know...sleeping like a pig...
or listening to cher cher...
dunno...but i know it sux...
can tell joan go die ler...
what did u tell kenny...
put ur mother in ur relationship...
wanna die izzit...
i wanna orh orh...
but unable to...
thinking of him...
and ben too...
i was thinking how is she doing now...
she pierce her toungue and lips right...
naughty...
i wanna cut my hair...
waiting for the day to come...
wait for me...
muhuahuahuahua...

2004-07-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

come to blog ler...kinda tired...back from sentosa...at first me and joan and min and boon wei go...cause we cannot contact jek...then suan ler...we go ourselves...go there sun tan...bury boon wei...then saw the dunno who...then go there play bball...wahahhaa...then play until half way saw ming qiang they all...kinda shock...then i was like what the fuck...all along he was at sentosa...all along i thought he was at home...but he was at sentosa...what the toot...but nevermind...go find their tent...then found jek sleeping soundly...another suai one...alvin also sleeping..alan also sleeping...then min keep making funny noise trying to wake jek up...and min ask me a question...which i keep thinking today...but i say i will not...btw all of them have sore eyes...all redred...then kenny and the talltall come...then all play water...play until i very tired...then go bathe cause wanna rain liao...then very long queue...still got children wanna cut queue...lucky got one pretty jiejie help us...she so pretty...wearing white bikini...dr00l...then me and min share one cubi...then we bathe liao...sit bus...then all very noisy at bus...esp the talltall...but really funny...then go to the world trade centre de food centre eat...chicken rice...very nice...then sit bus 80...jek they all sit cab...kenny they all go wif us to bugis...actually dun wanna go...cause i very tired then i was thinking of bugis got what...but all say wanna go...then go lor...then sit at bus sleep...i sleeping...kenny put wax on my hair...dunno make what...damn zi siao siao...then reach bugis...walk here walk there until i very du lan...then finally can go home...but...they went into the market and walk...sianz half...walk lor...come out...finally can take bus liao...take bus...no space stand...then got one space...i quickly sit down...really is cannot tahan...then i doze off...sleep and wake up sleep and wake up...until i reach sengkang...then i walk walk walk...quite moody...then min wanna kenny pei joan...i tried to walk away...dun wanna be part of it...but min say wanna say some secret...but is fake i know...bth...then walking home...i was thinking of alot of things...cant be bothered...go orh liao...

2004-07-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

so long never blog liao...sorry...heard that yesterday 120 de board have been slam dunk until whole thing fall...is ZY...haha...kinda heart broken when i knew that...haix...then today bring phone...i dunno my phone inside my PE shirt wrap...then i went to take my PE shirt without knowing...then piak piak piak...my phone drop...lucky no teacher...then quickly go pick up...but then i a little shaken...okie lar...i not talking anymore here...i go prepare liao...ltr going out wif min...

to the girl...u said u will change for the better...but i dun see it so...reflect what u have done in sch...do u think u have changed...

2004-06-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

the lights r back...woohoo...got damn freak out...the whole place is damn fucking black...cannot even see what 1mm in front of u...then bth...neighbour very good...give us candle...then hear alot people screaming...and scolding fuck...kaobei...what CB...what LJ...w0ah...sEx c0mmunication bEtWeen thE rivErvalE strEEt pEoplE...thEn jEk t0ld mE half 0f siNgap0rE black0ut...n0t bad mar...siNgap0rE savE al0t of ElEctricity...this m0Nth siNgap0rE dE bi|L n0t s0 Ex lia0...l0ls...tax l0wEr maN...l0ls...okiE i g0 0rh 0rh lEr...buais...

2004-06-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

i'm h0me...a very bad school start...all because stupid deepa...actually want sch start very happy one...but it turn out to be sucky...l0ls...go sch...saw jasmine...then talk talk...then go take attendence...then they change seating liao...then haix...mr g0h talk talk talk...same thing again...cant be bothered...then i was playing wif angie instead of listening to his talks...then happy happy...dunno y i feel like turning around and look at the guy...the whole holiday i was thinking abt him...then think better not...then i continue say hi to people around me...long time no see liao...kinda lame i know...then say got spot-check...scare die me...luckily i didnt bring phone there...but then still got caught...because of my earring and hair...nothing wrong wif my hair i think...my earring worse...yu min didnt get caught y i get caught...jin gy...then rachael also get caught...all because of stupid deepa...what see see see this girl hair...what see see see this girl earring...cannot cannot...what english she talking lor...before saying others...take a mirror and look at ur image...so untidy like hell pls...u say my hair untidy...then u hair...like mop lor...jin gy...u ownself teacher never set good example...still dare to say other people hair...siao...

then go back class...they say our class got one new comer...i was like haha...then andy requested for the guy to sit beside him...so that andy can bully the guy...i was like laughing my head off...then today the class very humourous...dunno y...then today i look outside got construction until i sleep...then teacher ask us to do one so called compo...very stupid pls...draw and write what u have done during the holidays...then i draw 120...in a cartoonic way...everyone i know in 120...i got draw the water uncle also...then toay at chinese class sleep...got caught by benny low...sianz...then he ask me out of class...fuck...still got others sleeping...y catch me...blame me again...i forget close the door before sleeping...but if didnt open door...will be very hot...then he ask i sleep very long liao ar...actually is yes...but i say no...then he blah blah alot to me...then went back to sleep...then today recess...i bought nasi lemak...i wanted it badly since the holidays...then go buy lor...never expected today the food like shit...damn man...then i eat liao feel like vomiting...nevermind...

afterschool...wait for boon wei they all to come...cause their sch move near to our sch liao...then quite happy...cause i know i will see alot of ex-schmates...then sit go sit bus 83...saw damn lots of holy people loading the bus...then make the bus very stuffy...then saw lewis they all at the bus-stop...then they tell us...they have waite for 5 stupid full buses...all holy...kinda lame...they should put more bus since they know there are more people going to bombard the bus...logic rite...then at bus saw flora...catherine...catherine turn talkative liao...primary sch she used to be very quiet...then flora...still as talkative as before...then just know boon wei stead is alica...got quite a shock for me...cause i never expected its her...then go compass meet wei jek...then go everypart of compass see alot of people...then got very excited...i know i very noisy can liao...then went food court and eat...then we saw a gay...they keep teasing him...but of course he dunno lar...then they keep saying he smiling to jek and boon wei...then jek act gay...drink soup girly...l0ls...then i eat longan dessert...yu min and joan damn errr...pls lor...people eating...u dun think its errr xin...but can think of the people around u anot...sometimes do things also must have limit one lor...i mean know where what to say...where and what time not to say...i mean like people not eating u can say anything u like...but when eating...pls...not scolding u all okie...heez...then after that go 120...saw everyone wear sch-u...then today never wear sports bra...dun really feel like playing...then also very tired...dun feel well wearing sch-u...stupid i know...then yu min pei me home after that...come home i cook maggi mee...then come comp liao...then dunno what to say liao...byebye everyone...

2004-06-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

t0day...damn lame and tired day...m0rning 5 joan wake me up...i was like huh...okie...cause we say hao 6 go 120 play bball...the bet was between me and joan...whoever didnt go...shall treat recess for the whole week...but den...she call me...i say...joan can change to 6.30 anot...i say okie...then 6.15 like this she message me...angel...mother come out and check...change time to 7...i was like haha...can sleep longer liao...then boon wei really believe what we say...6 o'clock he went to 120 find us...but sad...he find no one...everyone still koonz...then ask them meet me at plaza mac...cause brother wanna treat me eat...haha...but then i buy before he come...then brother say nevermind...he open his wallet and give me $50...i was like wah...then very happy...walk back to mac then my mouth smile until wide...happy...then buy bread for wei jek...he say he want breakfast for him...then ask if my house got bread anot...actually making garlic bread for him...he also happy happy...but then i late meeting joan they all liao...then i dun care lar...go bakeray buy...then buy liao...i thought...aiyah should buy mac for him...more full more cheap l0r...aiyah...buy buy liao...nothing i can do...then sit at mac wait for him until very long...decide not to wait for him liao...then go 120...found out he at 120...jin gy man...then found out james zhanlong they all there...they all very funny lor...a bunch of monkeys...they all play full court...play basketball until play football...then take dustbin put under the ring...then jek wanna slam dunk...he manage to cling onto the ring...but didnt manage to put the bball in...sad case...l0ls...then people shoot bball...use slipper hit the bball away...thats the lamest and funniest match i ever seen...

then go kovan eat...eat kway chap...jek like hungry ghost...eat finish liao...he say he wanna go home bomg bomg...nvm lar...go lor...then joan wait for her parents come...then her parents buy 2 sports shoe for her...wah nice...everybody today money luck not bad lor...then jek come back from his bomg bomg...then come find us...then joan buy hao ler...we go sit bus back to 120...the whole journey...everyone koon...cause very tired...then yu min keep teasing jek...jek also blushing...l0ls...then walk to 120...many ppl there liao...got one team dian feng...found out the coach is the yi shou sheng kong...wah...but the player all kns one...coach like pro...player like sai...all play bball attitude one...i hate the dian feng 10...and also 12...then everybody see them play friendly match...then i see until i lie down and sleep...then half eye close...see the dian feng 4 quite suai...then i wake up...found out match end liao...then whole person numb numb weak weak play bball...then people pass me bball...i still in my lala land...then bo bian...ppl help me chase back bball...paiseh...haix...got 1 blue jearsey de guy not bad...he not solo...play bball also good...the black jearsey one leh...haix...haha...i tap his bball 2 time when he is dribbling...too bad...didnt use force...or else...wahahhaaa...then eugene today play very fierce...i dun dare to stand near him man...scared ltr he fall or i fall...so think better not stand near him...then play until very sianz also...den bth...i go sleep on the bench again...woah...i love 120...a place where u can slp play dream and realise ur dream...l0ls...too ex liao...den i sleep from 6 to 8 something...jek worst...from 5 to 9...or 8 something...cause everyone very tired...then joan also sleep...min i think she got sleep also...then they all play full match...haiz...damn lot...then play until rain...then i was like taking my jearsey and cover my head and walk...then others still packing bag...then go mac...eat...wait until very long...rain still dun wanna stop...mummy bth...she fetch me home...as well as joan and min...then sianz at car give her niam niam niam...bth...

dun wanna tell u all so much ler...now eyes telling me my soul wanna go lala land...so naughty...bth...must bring them go...haha..sch00l 0pEning...well...xf promise to do things...dunno whether she can make it anot...btw she's back to school...congrats...study hard...u t00t...okiE...Eyes tEll mE if i sti|L dun g0 thEy g0iNG p0p thiNg 0n my facE lia0...l0ls...arggh...okiE gd nity...

2004-06-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

xiaoxiaoxiaolaogong angry wif me now...cause i cannot go out wif her...i already promise jek that i will meet him then go 120 together...cause jek today 6 something will leave 120 for 299...dunno what compete wif laojiao...kinda stupid...jek yesterday train my layup...and shooting...he biaNtai...then he ask me run...i lazy then bu ting hua...say dun wan dun wan...then kenny also help me...hehes...then actually shooting ownselves shoot ownselves pick up bball...but kenny also dun care help me take...save me alot of energy...l0ls...cause jek limited 3 minutes want me shoot 20 bballs...biantai one...then they keep playing alot of illusion thing...magics all this...always give me chai chuan...cause they do very slow...l0ls...but kenny is fast...then they play a match...throughout the whole match all play AND1...sia0...all try l0baNg mE...but failEd...i als0 AND1 jek...and i suceed...l0ls...kenny...als0 an0thEr AND1 guy...but he really look like jay...he very gao xiao also...cause he shoot bball stuck...the black guy dun wan give bball to shoot the stuck bball down...then ask kenny to jump...cause he got the ability to...but kenny keep cannot cannot...then fake fake jump a little...cannot...l0ls...then ask everybody not to give bball to kenny...then i laugh until stomach pain...then kenny wanna steal bball from jing sheng but failed...ahhh...jing sheng take the bball until so cute...l0ls...

haha...kEnny say i likE wEi jEk...nah...wE r just g00d friEnds...my chEr iN bball...n0thiNg much...btw i also like other people liao...dun believe ask min they all lor...thEn haiy0 nothiNg lar...duN think too much...stupid kenny...btw all the best for ur 0s...he now go 120 liao...go train his shooting...then i also just wake jek up liao...stupid...hE h0r...kNs...12 wake him up...ask me give him sleep until 1.30...now he thinking of dorothy problem...i also duno how to help...not i dun want to help jek...give u alot of option yesterday liao...is u dun wan onli...then eugene call me yesterday night...then keep telling me he wanna kee siao liao...then what headache...then the most thing i heard in the call is haiz...bth...then he's sanjingshou...l0ls...izzit...l0ls...or xiandao...thats what his friends call him...then brother come in use his butt bang my face...ouch...so fake can...lucky ur pizza didnt drop on my face...or else...hehe...

then yesterday before leaving 120...played 2 match...one is wif alvin they all...but then i play until very sianx...cause shan cai keep solo...got go in still nvm lor...still neva go in...i du lan liao...then next match cai play again...then solo...then i also sianz...then yu min and joan dun wan to play liao...then i very sianz liao...then boon wei sub them...then i a little sianz liao...then fang boon wei...i accidentally slap until him...cause he fake then very fast...then my hand suddenly up...then piak...ahhh....l0ls...cant be bothered wif roy...since he said he draw one ling at the building...i dunt believe liao...cause those kind of things is those kind of things...no human can subdise them...onli what we can say gods...then i can see is not tian yan...see liao also no harm...as long as u dont interrupt them can liao mah...haiz...going to prepare liao...meeting jek at 2.45...okokie...i go bomg bomg ler...buais...or else today i tortise...

2004-06-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

m00d__n0t bad...quite happy
fEEliNg__tirEd of c0ursE

hmmm today quite happy...although today quite slack...but really happy...i learn alot of things from eugene and wei jek...wei jek teach me how to kong...although not much...but i know he teaching me bit by bit...cause he know cannot one time teach me too much...or else ltr i luan...eugene...hmmm...he very pro in both sports ar...but he told me he never jin li one...n0w he talking to me on phone...l0ls...yumiN da la0p0...j0an...xia0 la0p0...hmmm...not bad...he say he wannA kee siao liao...l0ls...eugene jia you...l0ls...

tmr going 120 early...wei jek giving me training???l0ls...he siao...i dun mind...people able teach me new things...i more than happy...haha...omg...i turning black again...i hate that...nvm...turn black...black lor...but hope not as black as jek...that one really america got white sauce...singapore got black sauce...siao one...but i think tmr i not playing until 10 pm...i think i train wif jek until i will go back early ar...go home rest...his abit physical...scary...actually...when he say he wanna teach me...i shock...dunno...maybe he wanna a stronger opponent for him bah...l0ls...a more difficult people to AND1 by him...hmmmmm...i dun mind...he thinks being AND1 people is being insulted...but i dun think so...but i think...being AND1 by people is fun...and can let u see people move...thats what i think bah...haha...dunno...hmmm....funny...

abt joan and min...they forgiven danny liao...i said i will not do anything...or say anything...cause its their choice...i got nothing to do wif it...he...is still the person i hate...the person i will never forgive...maybe its a bad thing to do...but nah...not going to play bball wif him...i say i will not ride their bike anymore...cause he touch before...childish thinking i know...but its me...but they lobang me i dun mind...kekez...hmmm...

going orh liao...prepare for tmr training...l0ls...wei jek...dun u bully me...yawns...okie lar...i g0 lala land liao...going to run here run there tmr...see ya guys...muacks...miss ya guys...although i know u dont miss me...l0ve ya guys t00...muackiEs...l0ls...okiE buais

2004-06-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

just wake up...everything is over...am i still angry wif them...i dunno...lets not say this...hmmm...just call wei jek to wake him up...but...that guy say he want to slp longer...okie bah...slp lor...then still ask me call again at 2.30...i wake up at 1 pm is by tyconess can...then ltr meeting him at 3.30 again...he teaching me kong...not bad...argghhh...l0ls...headache n0w...but at least my body doesnt ache anymore like last night...i cried last night when i was sleeping...i know...but i dunno y...someone gave me a book full of super duper small words...i cant read them...does that mean anything...does that book represent my friends...and the words represent my friends heart...which i simply cannot read...dunno...dreams...which i think they r spiecial...they always represent something...they give u alot of feelings...but it isnt real...y humans have dreams...illusion it is...but y cant good dreams can be true...nightmare be off y cant it...to me...the one yesterday is a nightmare...i onli remember...one of its pages have a big word...i can see onli...but i forget what it is liao...haiz...dun care ler...buaisbuais...me go back kun...

2004-06-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

s0mE fkiNg ppl c0me iN aNd sc0ld mE...N n0t my fkiNg fault...N just hErE t0 writE...i g0iNg t0 wrEak my futurE...i'm n0t studyiNg aNym0rE...i did say bEf0re...u d0 that 0nE m0rE timE...prEparE t0 makE ursElf m0rE busy...rEtaiN rEtaiN lar...siNce i n0t iN thE sch00l i likE...y i study...fk 0ff~~~

2004-06-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

m00d__0k lar...
fEEliNg__damN diSSap0iNtEd
physica|__wh0lE achiNg damN paiN

what i d0iNg n0w...hmm...i am usiNg thE c0mp...writiNg my bl0g...hmmm...n0t bad...what did i d0 t0day...hmm...0h ya...mEEt wEi jEk at rivErvalE ma|L...hE was damN latE...nvm...wE say ha0 lEr...wh0 latE qiNg driNk minEral watEr aNd is a t0rtisE...thEn f0r t0day hE is t0rtisE...kEkE...hmm...i smart...i rEach thErE at 3.20...i n0t latE but Early...n0 wr0nG...l0ls...thEn whilE waitiNg him...saw EugEnE...n0t bad...thEn hE say hE wi|L bE g0inG 120...nicE...m0rE ppl c0me aNd play...nicE...thEn pEi wEi jEk g0 ma kaN...hE buy mEE p0k...c0mplaiN abt his mEEp0k n0t nicE...thEn hE kEEp c0mplaiNiNg y i sti|L havEn sEnd him his pic...thEn i was likE...0kiE...i try usiNg my ph0nE t0 sEnd u thr0ugh Email...duriNg that timE hEad waNNa burst...thEn g0 NTUC buy thiNg f0r wEn wEi thEy a|L...thEn wEi jEk g0 buy bEt...f0r duNNo wat tEam...bEt $5...hE say wiN lia0 wi|L havE $110...i was likE...wiN lia0 thEn say...thEn hE say hE wiN lia0...hE duN miNd qiNg EvEry0nE g0 Eat mac...hEhE...rEmEmbEr what hE say ar...

thEn wa|k t0 120...siaNz half...g0 thErE straight away g0t match...my high aNglE is back t0 mE...muacks maN...waHahaHa...thEn t0day saw ruitiNg...shE say shE duN likE wEi jEk aNd eugEnE...shE say thEy vEry pr0ud...0kiE lar...just that thEy arE playfu| nia...ruitiNg jia y0u...t0day tirEd caNN0t play wEll nvm...sti|L g0t al0t 0f days t0 play...wahaha...okiE...um...thEn suckEr c0me t0day...sEE him sti|L okiE...what i was aNgry is whEn my sistErs ask mE t0 play nExt tEam...nvm...but whEn i ask wh0 iN it...thEy tE|L mE is him...i hEard that namE...i sc0ld fuck u...thEn i c0ntiNue sh00tiNg my bball...thEy sh0uld kN0w i hatE him...aNd n0t a little but al0t...this 0nE sti|L nVm...what i was aNgry is havE thEy f0rgivEn him...if yEsh...i g0t n0thiNg t0 say...but just t0 kEEp quiEt...but i kNow...its thEir ch0icE wat caN i d0...n0thiNg...simply n0thiNg...i wi|L nEvEr f0rgEt what his atd say ab0ut mE...aNd hE himseLf say ab0ut...nEvEr...i wi|L makE surE 0nE day thEy havE thEir rEtributi0n...yah aNgry wif what thE c0uplE...but i'm m0re aNgry wif th0sE wh0 said what n0 l0ngEr waNNa havE c0ntact wif him...u a|L kN0w what i mEan hErE...

2004-06-22T02:53:00.000+08:00

aaaAaaa s0 l0ng nEvEr c0mE back updatE liao ar...y i c0mE back updatE...causE yu miN sc0ld mE...aNgEl ew jiN gy de lEhs...s0 l0Ng nEva updatE...okiE i back...st0p sc0ldiNg...haiz...i'm hErE what sh0uld i d0...um...lEt mE sEE...tatata...n0thiNg t0 say h0w...dunn0...um...lEt mE sEE...oh yah...t0day i g0 120...damn sucking...alot of people...so many people until i today play bball also blur liao...i was like huh...y this suddenly come here y this suddenly go there...so many question mark...haix...then saw some people...sae what dun wanna come 120 anymore...kns...pui*...huh...o0o...meeting wei jek tmr for lunch...he ask me to afternoon call him...for his lunch...nonono...i should say breakfast...stupid...btw...since when i start to wake ppl up...not people wake me up meh...hmmm...i grow up liao...not bad...going 120 early tmr...sianz...wear jearsey go???dunno...should i...maybe...i think people see me wear jearsey also see until sianz ar...dunno...see first...see my jearsey wash hao ler mah...wash hao ler...i go...kekez...fuckiNg siaNz t0day at 120...n0 gamE t0 play...likE fuck...n0t no gamE is like l0ng queue...then everyone was like we first lor...nonono...we first lor...we call next team first one lor...nonono we first...wtf...just start the game...then u next time lar...rang yi bu lor...cheebong...haix...then haix...i waste cow sweat again...sianz...then zy sent me home...he very de got licence...send me home until go road...hmm...not bad...behind got car he still dunno...he still say got meh got meh...den i come down the car...he took his hand out...i smack it...he was like ouch...haha...btw...thanks you ziyang for the ride...ur car very suai...and liang...hehez...haiz i go sleep ler...buais...i go wash face...orhorh liao...sweet dreams to me...muackies to me...hmm...sweet...l0ls...gdnite...

2004-06-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

back...today didnt go 120...qiang sheng training yesterday...not really happy wif it...cause alot people sick...then cannot come...then onli 4 come onli...then pearl alittle not happy...me also...yu min also...joan also...everybody not happy...l0ls...but still qiang sheng the best...i late...but i still go mac buy hashbrown and ice milo and eat and drink...but walk there as fast as i could...yesterday auntie come to my GY...hais...then no mood to play bball also...then i was like forcing myself to fang people...no strenght...see water like god like this...l0ls...actually joan's brother want us to run si zhe...what duck walk what train fang shou...say what make every means to make us very tired...i was okie wif it actually...min they all dun wan...auntie come to their gy also...also bo bian...then i also dun wan liao...then next week finish liao then train again lor...then they teach us how to finger roll then blah blah blah...learn until i wanna siao liao...but very fun...this week not really strict...cause i think not much people to come...then i play wif joan...trying to qie her...she qie me back...then she and i trying to beat off each other bball...then shooter they all see liao...teach joan how to do this and that...very fun...

after that...went eateat...then min was asking everyone how much is everyone food...i think she was trying to tell her food is the cheapest...it was lor mee...then i was like telling of course...mian shi pian yi de...she stare at me...then wordless...continue to eat...l0ls...then everyone was talking abt jing sheng and jia hui...not saying anything abt this...but i think...why cling on it...when u know a person dun like u from the start...then after that go home...

go home at 2.30 yu min tell me meet at 3.00...i was like wth...half an hour how u expect me to everything...u think i superwoman or spiderwoman...siao...then nvm...quickly find my clothes iron it...then go bong bong...then canot find other shirt...bo bian wear pink...obviously i hate it...but nvm...late liao...bo bian...then rush rush rush...then sit bus there...3.20 liao...no bad lar...l0ls...then wait for pearl...then we saw wei han they all...happen to know they all going bugis too...then nvm lar...i dun care liao...then walk on lor...then sit bus go bugis...then sit until i sleep...sianz...then reach liao...no more harry potter...sianz half...then walk walk around bugis...settle we go ps watch...then go ps we take the very front row...nvm like last time into the mirror...then feel like going pasta mania and eat ocean bake pasta...my favourite...i wan that stupid pasta...argghhh...then go watch harry potter...not nice one...not as nice as the past two chapters...sianz...cant be bothered liao...then go outram there...joan parents treat us karaok...then they sing i sit there...me and min crap there...siao...then chicken wings come...i went to eat 3...cause very hungry...but the chicken wing very salty...bth...then play arcade...then abt 0.40 we went home...then sit cab...go four person house...28 dollars...i was like huh!!!so much...then i pay the uncle...then reach home...mummy say she just now also at outram collecting money...around 0.30...i was like wtf...i could have save that amount of money...then haix...then went to sleep...

wake up this morning...mother keep waking me up...then she cook bee hoon...very nice nehs...then i eat 2 full bowls...very full...then she bought grapes...very fresh and nice...eat abt a whole bunch...then tution...haix...bth...no mood...but then still must tution...she teach me the dunno what stupid thing...so easy...chapter 7 dunno what...so easy...then i was like orh orh orh...okie...buai buai teacher...then go find thing and eat...then i cannot find anything to eat...or else lazy to cook liao...then sianz...on the comp play maguc punk...got alot of pro...lost not much...but then very challenging...then i decide i dun wan go bball court today...now...mummy say granny have relaspe again...hais...cant be bothered...haix...buai buai everyone..i go toss the whole fridge again...

2004-06-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

sianz...cant be b0thErEd...siNcE thE girl is back...i sha|L makE a|L thiNgs clEar...shE waNNa dia0 pEoplE...bEttEr dia0 a|L comE d0wN...makE surE duN lack 0f 0nE pEoplE...aNd c0mE duN t0uch my sistars...u t0uch thEm i makE surE u liE 0n thE fl00r...mark my w0rds...i didNt ca|L pEoplE...thE pEoplE g0t say i ca|L thEm onE an0t...g0t ar...pr00f...whErE...i duN sEE it...duN havE pr00f...duN t0ck c0ck...duN [y0u hua jiaNg...mEi nau siaNg]...u waNNa say a|L this...makE surE u caN d0 it...d0Nt say waNNa dia0...iN thE End n0 pEoplE...pEoplE will laugh at u onE...d0 thE hack u kNow u r makiNg a f00l of ursElf...u f00l nvm...thiNk bEf0rE u say 0r writE anythiNg...what u writE pEoplE caN sEE...u thiNk pEoplE on Earth is blind ar...n0 computEr ar...n0 intErnEt ar...usE ur braiN aNd thiNk caN...u r dEfiNitEly actiNg likE a baby...n0t ur l00ks ur hEart arE...but ur miNd arE likE baby...n0t likE a 17 yEar 0ld gEr...pls thiNk back what u havE said aNd d0nE...d0nt u thiNk its childish...

...xia0la0g0ng...
la0g0ng i writE this blog not for u to see...see anything dun make a single sound or action...i know u well enough...btw thanks for anything...u ca|LEd mE just n0w...i kn0w...l0vE ya...miss ya...muackiEs...

...sistars...
i kNow we said n0t t0 say aNythiNg abt that suckEr anym0re...but it sEEms that shE is pr0v0kiNg us agaiN...i am a piEcE 0f w00d...w00ds arE flammablE...shE makE mE burN...i n0t ca|LiNg rEgrEt t0 hElp mE anym0re...shE waNt i lEt hEr bEat...bEat lia0...makE surE this thiNg nEvEr happEn agaiN...

2004-06-17T17:18:00.000+08:00

back t0 bl0g...vEry huNgry n0w...ltr g0iNg bball c0urt an0t i duNNo...wachEd thE pirratE 0f thE carribEan yEstErday...vEry nicE...i likE thE captaiN jack sparr0w...l0ls...i waNt t0 watch harry p0ttEr!!!wahahhaaa...n0thiNg t0 bl0g...saw him yestErday...suai nEhs...but 120 havE turN p0llutEd...last yEar...120 fu|L of laughtEr...happinEss...EvEryb0dy playEd happily...n0w...g0t miNg hui qiaN yi b0liNg zhaNl0ng bEns0n...s0 fuN...h0pE 120 wi|L returN t0 its old sElf...it was fu|L of uNwaNtEd pE0plE...yup...120 n0t wE bulit 0nE...0f c0ursE thEy waNNa c0me c0me l0r...haix...w0rdlEss...btw...lifE is fu|L of quEsti0Ns...if u waNNa s0lvE this quEsti0ns...u must havE thE wi|L t0 d0 it...yah...i'm lamE n0w...n0t bl00giNg aNym0re..buais...tmr QS traiNiNg...jia y0u...

2004-06-16T04:33:00.000+08:00

didnt come and blog so long...a little sianz sianz...today play bball...quite fun...friday coming...say hao wif min that we wiill wear jearsey...tmr going to buy...haix...money walking away from me...headache///think i'm going sick...dia0...nose a little block now...school opening...haven do hmwrk yet...dun care...cant be bothered...can s0meone kill me...haix...today he go youth cup bah...dunno...never see him today...jia you o0o...min told me got 3 on 3 match...i feel like playing...never go match before...how is it like...haha...even go in 1 second lose...i also shuang...i know i siao liao...but also shuang ma...javen and shi hui today come down 120...so long never see sh liao...she lose weight liao...ke lian...decide not to go camp...go there also very last minute...dunno what to do...ltr tio scolding...is ic didnt call me lor...not my fault...chee bong...got badge no badge also no difference...same...no cca points anymore...dun care liao...i go orh...eyes closing like hell...buais...gd nite...

2004-06-14T03:19:00.000+08:00

come back to blog ler...finally...come back from stupid hospital...sit at a place wait for mumie and granny...call joan until half way...people pushing coffin pass me...scare die me...mother heard that was laughing all the way...dunno y...haix...doctor say granny got thing in her lungs...ask her to go home...haix...bo bian...go home...today joan mumie bring me to tui hand...much better ler...but one stupid girl go whack my hand...pain sia...then the girl play until elbow my rib there...chee bong...then today all dun have mood to play huh...dunno...just got a feeling that alot of people hate me now...izzit...haix cant be bothered...dun like dun like lor...i already done what i should have done...hate me...i also bo bian...what to do...hack me lar...haha...miss him rite???haha...he never come today...maybe got come bah...but didnt see him onli...today nothing to blog bah...onli feel that whenever i think life is going be better for me ler...it suddenly turn sour...dunno y...heaven playing tricks???dunno...sucks man...haix...dunno...is it my wrong...dunno...go orh ler...
cant stand it...thinking too much...

2004-06-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

haix...just hErE t0 tEll s0mE0nE la0p0zhizhi didNt say much...d0Nt pu|L hEr iN...sia0...n0b0dy ask f0r ur 0piNi0ns whEthEr u had a g00d 0r bad birthday btw...wE just say waNNa u t0 havE thE w0rst mEmorablE birthday EvEr had nia...ritE guys...laugh m0rE g00d f0r hEalth...we didNt say hE th0sE kiNd 0f waNg En fu yi dE pe0plE will hElp sucky pEoplE mar...did wE...n0pE...wh0sE that sucky friEnds...hmmm...lEt mE sEE...duNNo wh0...caNt bE b0thErEd...aNd wE didNt say hE must waNt wat...aiy0h...why u s0o0 kaN ji0Ng...

brEak iNt0 ur rElati0Nship???n0pE...wE didNt...causE wE kN0w wE arE n0t burglars...btw...EvEn if wE arE...thErEs n0thiNg f0r us t0 brEak iNt0...waN u a|L brEak???waNt u tw0 brEak f0r what...g0t m0nEy takE ar...sia0...bEttEr u tw0 bE t0gEthEr...caN tE|L u tw0 r thE m0st pEi 0nE...tw0 s0 bad pEoplE ar...juE pEi...clapclapclap...n0 w0ndEr u tw0 r t0gEthEr...jiNg shEng say wat u a|s0 waNNa say back...rEa||y Eat ba0...mEi shi zu0...btw h0r...it d0eSNt sh0w that u r imp0rtaNt...l0ls...s0me0ne admit her stead l00k like girl...n0t bad...yah we say he flirt...really simply because guys not flirt...not guys liao mah...must thaNk us u kNow...causE wE kNow hE l00k likE girl...thats y say this t0 makE him m0rE likE guy...u also admit...caNN0t blamE...l0ls...huh...eat something we can never afford...what kinda thing we cannot afford...hai bu shi money one thiNg...wE friEndS makE f00d f0r Each 0thEr...this 0nE m0rE warmiNg...at lEast wE kN0w Each 0thEr r siNcErE...at m0st la0 sai...t0gEthEr l0r...oNe f0r a|L...a|L f0r 0nE mah...aNd h0r...spEcts duN kN0w h0w t0 fuck pls...

wE g0t say wE waNNa sp0il it mEh...nah...n0t s0 wu lia0...stupid a|s0 dunno h0w t0 sPe|L...fEEl sad f0r ya...aNd yEsh wE r fEmalE...d0gs...l0ls...d0gs r maN bEst friEnd...d0gs r cutE wat...

aNd thE f0ll0wiNg blahblahblah...n0t duNN0 what t0 say...is i fEEl thErE is n0 nEEd t0 tEll u s0 much...back t0 thE samE old thiNg...ur w0rds r sti|L thE samE...fEEl it vEry b0riNg aNd si|Ly 0f us t0 c0ntiNuE writE aNym0rE...rathEr spEnd my timE 0n bball...EvEn maNy pE0plE tEll mE that n0t w0rth t0 ta|k t0 this kiNda pEoplE...b0 lia0 0nli what...yah i b0 lia0...u wu lia0 mah...pEacE 0ut...

QS jasmiNe 07
jasminE...yup...n0 mattEr whErE wE g0...wE r sti|L a tEam...yup QS r0cks baby!!!

jiNg shEng
stay iN that tEam...thEy waNt thEy lEavE l0r...this pr0b n0t wE start waN what ritE...i guEss wEn biNg thEy a|L wi|L hElp u...i a|rEady said...makE surE u r safE aNd s0uNd iN liaN xiN...0r i'll makE surE s0methiNg...i wi|L takE u 0ut 0f liaN xiN...

wEi jEk
duN fEEl sad lia0 lar...smilEs...thErE r timEs whEn pEoplE r d0wN...sick...g0 driNk m0rE watEr...alth0ugh i kNow u duN likE plaiN watEr...l0ls...play bba|L is likE that 0nE mah...likE wat u say...iNjurEd hErE iNjurEd thErE...but surE aftEr a|L thE iNjuriEs...EvEn th0sE iN ur hEart...wi|L s|owly dissapEar...takE carE sick b0y...

2004-06-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

fEEl likE laughiNg...s0me0ne ca|L mE a bitch...wat a c0mp|imEnt...hEy bitch sistars...wE g0nna thaNk s0me0nE right...0f c0ursE wE r bl00dy...n0 bl00d...wE arE n0t humaNs lia0...s0 thaNks aftEr a|L f0r trEatiNg us as liviNg thiNgs...fuckiNg???nah...n0t s0 y0uNg...btw...guys...did i say shE is scarEd 0f us...nah n0t at a|L...g0t mEh...nah...aNd ha0 siaNg n0t ur m0uth lEh...is ur haNds...black aNd whitE...n0t my dai ji...huh...i th0ught i saw my big fuck namE...aNgEl...sincE whEN i say liaN xiN big fuck...n0 i didNt...g0t mEh...nah...is u say 0nE...n0t mE...l0ls...yah wE iN liaN xiN N0t happy mar...bEcausE 0f u mah...izzit my sistars...i didNt thiNk that u waNNa j0iN liaN xiN mah...i am n0t bEsidE u...s0 n0 nEEd t0 sc0ld fuck 0ff...i a|rEady vEry far away fr0m u...yah vEry 0bvi0us u duN likE sp0rt...thats y u wi|L nEvEr bE a sh0t eVen u j0iN liaN xiN but a pEa...liaN xiN bEcausE 0f uR dEar???i th0ught liaN xiN 0nly waNt pEoplE wif hEart t0 lEarN bball n0t causE 0f aNyb0dy...if its rEally likE this...dissp0iNtEd wif thE pErs0n wh0 gavE liaN xiN its namE...aNd thE pErs0n wh0 f0rm this tEam...liaN xiN mEant unity...i nEvEr sEEn liaN xiN uNitE bEf0rE...but sEEn 0utsidEr sEttiNg firE...thatS straNgE...baskEtball duN fuck...d0 thEy...nah...thEy d0Nt...hEy lEt mE tEll u...if u EvEr lEt pE0plE sEE this phrasE...duNN0 wat thEy will d0 t0 u maN...aNd u r iNsultiNg a|m0st thE wh0lE w0rld...hmmm...n0t bad...wh0lE w0rld g0t 0nE nEw EnEmiE lia0...clapclapclap...

iN thE first placE i g0t ask u j0iN mEh???nah...hEy u kNow what...thE fact is that u a|L rEally d0nt play wE|L mar...straight f0rward g0t wr0ng mEh...nah...n0pE...is that ca|L l00k d0wN...n0 i d0nt thiNk s0...u play wE|L mEh...simply 0ut 0f quEsti0n...yah...u carEd ab0ut what i did in sch aNd ps...0r ElsE u w0nt bE writiNg it 0ut...n0 watEr...tap watEr u waNt...h0usE g0t al0t...ntuc g0t sE|L...caN givE u f0r frEE...i ca|L 0nE pErs0n En0ugh...n0t 999...rEst assurEd...c0mfirm g0t 8 numbErs...i nEvEr ask u t0 rEn w0 wat...ltr rEn chu biNg h0w...s0 kE|iaN...is u n0t happy wif mE first wat...dia0z...lamE sia...

thaNks f0r sayiNg jiNg shENg bl00dy...hE is madE up 0f bl00d...i hElp him t0 tEll u thaNks...n0 0nE ask u t0 f0rgivE him...u suay t0 bEliEvE tis kiNda friEnd ar...sad l0r...just t0 tEll u wE m0rE uNf0rtuNatE t0 kN0w u...hE say hE wuN say...hE didNt say wat...is wE saw it mah...u da0 mEi ur pr0blEm...n0t wE da0 mEi mah...u bEliEvE ur pr0blEm mah...n0t 0urs...

i g0t say i act big iN fr0nt 0f u meh...aiy0h...yah i'm sh0rt...yah i'm a sma|L thiNg t0 u...thaNks y0u...at lEast i kNow i duN staNd t00 much iN sidE ur ugly hEart...n0b0dy say u must givE a damN t0 wh0 blamE u...did any0nE...nah...n0b0dy say u carEd...y b0thEr s0 much...sia0...turN EvErythiNg upsidEd0wn???l0ls...duN u kN0w wE r liviNg iN aN upsidE d0wN w0rld...l0ls...i nEvEr say i'm g00d...did i???nah...g0t pr00f 0ne 0kiE...n0b0dy is pErfect iN thE w0rld...u aNd him...ur pr0blEm lar...y sh0uld i rEmEmbEr wat u tEll mE...sia0...u hatE mE...thaNk y0u...n0 l0ve thErEs nEvEr hatE...thaNks f0r l0viNg mE bEf0re...btw...duN iNtENd t0 t0uch u...makE my haNd dirty 0nli...attitude joan say liao...not my prob anymore...aNythiNg ur pr0blEm lar...caNt bE b0thErEd...pEacE 0ut...

2004-06-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

damn fuck up now...stupid sia...N0W I DUN CARE LER I WRITING UR NAME OUT GIRL...AT FIRST I DUN WANT TO WRITE UR NAME...BUT U FORCE ME TOO...STOP DOING ALL THOSE CHILDISH THINGS CAN ANOT...U WANNA DIAO PEOPLE COME DOWN...DIAO LAR...I NOT SCARED OF ANYTHING...IF IM SCARED...I WONT BE WHO I AM TODAY...SAY WANNA SLAP ME...COME LOR...SLAP LIAO...I QUIT LIAN XIN...U WANT TO DIAO PEOPLE IZZIT...HATE ME IZZIT...OKIE...I DIAO PEOPLE BACK...MICHELLE DUN THINK U REN YUAN HAO...CAN DO WHAT U WANNA DO...I TELL U...I YOUNGER THAN U...BUT I MORE MATURE THAN U...THATS THE FACT...DO U KNOW THE FUCK THAT U R ACTING LIKE A BABY NOW...COMPLAIN THIS COMPLAIN THAT...GO ON...COMPLAIN...I WILL ONLY TREAT U LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT MAN...A SMELLY ONE...SINCE WHEN I SHOW U A BLACK FACE...EVEN I HAVE A BLACK FACE...DOESNT MEAN ITS FOR U TO SEE...U CAN CHOSE NOT LOOK AT ME WAT...WHO U THINK U ARE...U THINK PEOPLE SO BO LIAO MAKE U ANGRY AR...I DUN HAVE THE SIAN GONG FU OKIE...I RATHER SPEND MY TIME WIF MY BASKETBALL...THAN U...IF U REALLY THINK THAT IT IS ME WHO MAKE U ANGRY...HEY...JUST FUCK OFF...AND DON U THREATEN MY KOR...WHO ARE U TO GIVE HIM DIE...WHO U THINK U ARE...HE TELL ME LIAO LEH...MAKE HIM DIE LAR...U DARE TO THREATEN OR SCOLD HIM ONE MORE TIME...HEY...I TELL U...NO MORE THREATS...I'M CALLING PEOPLE...PEOPLE THAT U WILL NEVER THINK OF...FRIENDS OF COURSE...FRIENDS WHOM I KNOE SINCE PRIMARY SCHOOL...

EVER SINCE AFTER THE CONFLICT...I NEVER TREAT LIAN XIN AS A SO CALLED IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE...DUN COME AND TELL ME...SOMEONE SAY WANNA QUIT...IN THE END DIDNT QUIT...I'M WAITING FOR U TO QUIT GIRL...IF THAT DAY U DIDNT RAISE UP UR HAND...AND IF NOT BECAUSE OF YU MIN JOAN AND PEARLYN...I TELL U...I WILL BE OUT OF LIAN XIN...NOW I'M IN LIAN XIN BECAUSE OF BASKETBALL...NOT FOR U TO SCOLD ME...4 PERSON IN LIAN XIN HAVE THE RIGHT TO SCOLD ME...WEN BING...JOAN...PEARLYN...SIMON...THIS FOUR...AND I LIVE NOT FOR PEOPLE TO BACKSTAB...NOT FOR PEOPLE TO BE COMPLAIN AT...AND NOT FOR PEOPLE TO DIAO PEOPLE AND WHACK ME...IF U WANT...COME DIAO...BEAT UNTIL I DIE...I CAN TELL U I NOT SCARED...IF I'M SCARED...I WONT BE WHO I AM TODAY...U CAN ASK MIN THEY ALL...WHAT I DID IN SCHOOL BEFORE...U CAN SAY THERE IS NO BIG DEAL...CAN ASK THEM AGAIN...WHAT I DID IN PS BEFORE...I TELL U IF I SCARED OF U THIS SMALL PEA...I NOT ANGELINA LIM MIN FANG...SINCE I CAN SAY THE WORD QUIT EASILY...SO DONT TEST MY PATIENCE...LIAN XIN IS A GOOD TEAM I KNOW...THE PLAYERS R GOOD...THEIR SKILLS R COUNTED NOT BAD ALREADY...NO OFFENCE HERE LIAN XIN...AND SIMPLY NOT THE PLAYER FAULT...BUT I DONT THINK THE TRAINING IS TOUGH...BUT HEARD THAT IS GETTING MORE RELAX...HEY...BTW...I WANT PEOPLE TO JOIN LIAN XIN BECAUSE OF BASKETBALL...NOT FOR THE SAKE OF ANYONE...IF LIKE THIS...I TELL U...U INSIDE LIAN XIN WILL NEVER BE A SHOT...BUT A PEA...

WE GIRLS GOT THINK BEFORE...WE SHOULDNT HAVE JOIN LIAN XIN FROM THE START...SINCE AFTER WE JOIN LIAN XIN...LIAN XIN HAVE ALOT OF PROBLEMS BETWEEN THE EIGHT BROTHERS...BEFORE US...U CAN SAY THAT SIMPLY NO PROBLEMS AT ALL...HAIX...I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY LER...WHAT U ALL WANNA DO...PLS DO IT QUICK...U ALL WANNA ME QUIT...TELL ME...I WILL QUIT...KIES...PEACE OUT...DUN WANNA SAY ALREADY...GOODBYE...

2004-06-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

haix...t0day m00d n0t s0 g00d...fEEl like dying...didnt go for that red cross thingie...die liao...SH say prepare for the sir scrEaming...haix...dun care ler...dun feel like going that camp...feel its very stupid...haix...having conversation wif min and joan...damN fuNNy...lauff uNtil i st0mach paiN...found 0ut s0mething...wahahhhaaa...so 0bvi0us...u wanna know ar...dun tell u...wahahhaaa...granny brought durians for me...yipee...my favourite...ate alot yesterday...haix...got any games for me to play...getting fustrated...no games...yah hor...got magic punk...haix...keep winning till i sian ler...btw need to go bong bong ler...meeting joan at 4.30...buai...

2004-06-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

back ler...from joanne birthday...quite tired...halfway through...stomach pain...think afternoon eat too much thingie ler...l0ls...then like child like this...keep asking whether can go home anot...they all bth me...l0ls...then after the bbq...we sit cab home...den danny say wanna pay half...but still think better not...cause is i call them to sit cab one...orelse they will be sitting bus home...so i think i pay better...miss him man...he must be training just now...hardworking hor...then today yu min kiss me again...okie i know what to do liao...there is always a first time for everybody...my first kiss from a girl is yu min okie...jin gy...then today never go 120...wei jek say there side rain like fuck...l0ls...rain know how to fuck meh....l0ls...haix...hand itchy...bball where are u...argghhh...man life sucks without bball...granny brought durians...yummy...so siang...tmr yu min indian dance...gdgdgd...holy ba gay...l0ls...yu min jia you...l0ve ya man...today didnt get to drink...cry...i want to drink...i want to be drunk...lips swollen...cry...haix...dun say ler...peace out...very tired now...

2004-06-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

sianz...cannot slp...i wanna sleep...cries...can someone make me sleep...argghhh...yu min...btw what u say to me on 6th june...u know lar...got a little affected...um...just to tell u...if he really like me...i will consider bah...but don think it will happen rite...see my own character and looks...thats enough...is totally out of question...but now...u know who i like...hehe...he got go 120 yesterday nehs...clapclapclap...finally see him ler...he so suai lors...twinktwinktwink...but heaven is always like this...when u like a person...the person dun like u...then when the person like u...u dun like the person liao...hate this kinda things...thats y i going to make every of my move clearly...dun wish to regret like last time cs that thingie...is really very argghhh...jin gy...things r over r over...not worth to say it anymore...jin gy...not stupid wat...haix...hope zhiyang beside me hop here hop there...then at least i can sleep...but is impossible man...he's beside min...jumping for her...hey...tmr i book him hor...argghhh...very lame...i know...but i really sian until cannot sleep...really nothing to do...

btw...today write testi for joan...error...done it alot of times still cannot...but write testi for jason...yu min...wei jek...can lehs...dunno...i think this whole holiday sian until i write testi for people...i think by the end of the month people see i write testi for them also will scared...

end of month cutting hair...mother insist...how...intend to keep my hair long...or maybe cut short...dunno...but i not going to rebond it man...rebonding sux...she keep asking me if i wanna rebond...surely got ying mo one...dun wan to give me my 150 izzit...wait longlong...not so stupid to let people pull my hair...so pain...cries...my hair is precious to me man...beware...or i bite u man...l0ls...sotx...leg jin pain...how nehs...end of month den see what to do...see my hair grow until where liao...then see bah...but guess my tail will get very long...dunno...sianz sianz sianz...

tomorrow i wanna drink...long time didnt drink ler...3 weeks???haha...clapclapclap...not drunk...dun ask me go home...drink until i drunk...then sing wif joan wa bo jui...l0ls...lame...hiccup...opps...haha...not fake wat...haiz...i sure drink 1 bottle in 1 go...confirm haf drunk...haix...sry lar...i know i not a good drinker...but thats me...but dun worry guys...wont drunk until like cannot walk...i know my limits...hope he is wif me tmr...but guess it will never happen...

but really...if a guy really pei me throughout my drinking...i will be very happy...i know i'm dreaming...wait dun wake me up from my dream first...den talking to me...hehehe...then if i feel like sleeping...can lend me his shoulders...so nice...then haix...thats all impossible...piakpiakpiak...huh...wat happen...l0ls...if really happens...i guess i will crush on him...cause this kinda guys r really sweet...sweet until can melt ur heart...but this kinda dream will never happen on me...hey wake up girl...its a dream baby...wake up wake up...stop thinking of it...ar bish...huh...orh...wake up liao...

think i can sleep liao...rite...continue dreaming of the thing...bth me...i think i will never wake up from the dream until it really happen bah...wah lao...like this...i think the whole life time will be like this ler...die...go orh orh liao...lala land here i come...

2004-06-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

clapclapclap...saw him today nehs...haha...heard something ridiculous today...haha...nvm...i xin zhi du ming...haha...happy wif myself today...cause my shooting de feeling abit back...but must people pressure me then i will have the feeling...not stupid what...then play 1 on 1 wif yu min...yu min won...but i like the way i play and fang...really very happy nor...then yu min on very far away from 3 point...she qie ban nehs...stunt tio...l0ls...make something cheng da thought me before...but didnt really suceed...half way onli...then today we train our cross-passing...i make more than 10 times but i didnt count...grrrr...not bad jia you...yu min also very good...train not long...she can do eight time...i still have to control my leggie more...cause when i cross passing...my leg will twist...then unbalance... haix...nvm...nice try baby...then come home mummy didnt buy my food...hungry...jia lat...go cook mee liao...love ya guys always...miss u guys always...espically him...grins...peace out...

2004-06-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

missing him like crazy...argghhh...so long never see him ler...where is him now...in singapore i know...but where...l0ls...just wake up...yawns...very tired...should i go 120 ltr...mummy some sort of dun let me go...see first bah...feel like going back to orh...she want me to cut off my hair...but nevermind...i know what i wanna cut ler...i wanna keep it long...hey...she still owe me 150 dollars...haha...see first bah...if wei jek got go down today...then i go down...cause need to pass him his pic...den maybe pass ler go home lor...cause actually promise to pass him on monday...but i forget to bring...aiyah...anything see first lar...

*[xia0xia0xia0la0g0ng]*
la0g0ng...i'm n0t angry wif u alrite...i really think that u are angry wif me instead...8th june is coming...haha...but don think i can make it...wait one day i got go town then we go take photo okie...miss ya...l0ve ya...miss huggiNg u...whEn can i hug u man...arghhh...

*[la0g0ng miNmiN]*
la0g0Ng...rEally thiNk that u r impr0viNg al0t...what sh0uld i say...rEally think i will never get t0 surpass u...but nEvErmiNd...0f c0ursE la0g0ng is thE bEst rite...hEy maN-u...agentina herE...in real life do man-u win agentina alot of time...l0ls...dun forget u took my first kiss man...wanna whack u...l0ve ya...miss ya...

*[la0p0]*
s0rry...n0thiNg t0 talk to u today...but la0p0 must Eat alrite...u gastric...i worry alot leh...if u wan...laogong make bento for u...wan...l0ls...dun vomit out the food can ler...miss u...love ya...muackies...

*[nu-er]*
nu-er...got dar lun liao...clapclapclap...got son-in-law tea liao...oie...very thirsty leh...wheres the tea man...wait very long liao...when can it be serve...wanna thirst die me ar....wahhhahahahhaa...nu-er must sleep more okie...or else tigger become panda ler...

*[wei jek]*
know u will never come here...but i will still write...its really very nice to know u man...but one little thingie to say here...dun qing us anymore ler...we group of girls here...are independent...other girls i dunno lar...but we group of sistas...dun like spending guys money...i treat u as a friend thats y dun wan u qing...feeling rich again...haha...save money for ur wei lai girlfriend bah...know u very good lar...no offence here alrite...smoke less yandao...stay cool and charming...miss u alrite...

2004-06-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

wah...very tired...feel like sleeping...but cannot...haven eat...before i get gastric...before leaving 120...zhi yang they all train us dribbling...hand very suan now...den today i siao one...keep jumping here and there...super hyper man...but very tired...then today see people fight...i almost cried...but must ren...cause alittle shock...that person beat the person...jasmine saw the person bleed...i saw the way the person was beaten...really almost cried...cause i never saw fights like this...then i keep quiet...wanna continue play bball...but my eyes keep looking at the person...i really afraid that the person will die...cause the guy keep kicking his face...is like he can die anytime...y cant everyone just sit down and talk porperly...is it violent the way to solve things out...if its like this...i rather u guys jump down the seventeen floor...die faster...no pain...very fast one...less than 1 mins...then my shooting sux today...y???dunno...i dun have the style i have and the feeling of how i shoot bball in the past...dunno...hope it will come back to me bah...today go 120 together wif wei jek..i'm the tortise...cause stupid auntie and mother keep nagging me...my mother damn gy...she know i dun like my auntie...and keep talking about my studies to me in front of her...then she going to bring up her smart son again...chinese high so what...jin gy...then i told my mum...i'm late liao late for ten minutes...then she still talk talk talk...damn du lan...i slam the door...and walk out of the house...then i 25 minutes late bah...then wei jek was telling me he pia 240...l0ls...cause he dun wanna be tortise...say wanna AND1 me...in the end...never...clapclapclap...dun like suying bah...i tried to catch the bball today...jump...then she my team...she elbow my yao...very pain sia...then she scratch min and jasmine...wtf...no need to like this rite...but today...jin gy...then went shooting bball...then julian pass me pass...hit my gy...damn pain sia...but nvm...julian hao suai...she so cool can...love the way she play bball...then today she beat of one person bball...suai ar...clapclapclap...love her man...min told me something...haha...is it real...dunno...maybe we think to much ler...joan u should know what we talking abt...hey i just found out something...have u all find out something...the first letter of their name are all the same...wahahhaa...this year de trend ar...dunno...maybe...(^_-)go back school u all notice...izzit...peace out...before joan complain too long

2004-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

hahaha...me now at joan house...y leh...cause i make my bball short dirty...cry ar...wahahahaa...cause play bicycle until i fall down...then butt make until the wheel...then siao liao...wahahhahaha...ask yu min to bring bball shorts for me to change...then ask her come joan house to pass to me...she say dun wan...so she want me to change in the bball court lar...siao lor...change clothes still nvm...change shorts...wait long long...grrr....wahahhahaha...he never go 120 again...haix...jing sheng today sud ar...we play wif paya labar ppl...but we lose nvm...cause we got jing li rite...jing sheng sud man...he snatch away away the bball of a guy taller than him...woah...clapclapclap...jing sheng love ya man...hey...sexy lady i like ur flow...peace out...

2004-06-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

harl0w EvEry0ne...miss mE mar...just w0kE up...yah i sE|d0m s0 bhb t0 ask pE0plE miss me mar...0f c0ursE my m00d is g00d t0day...haha...clapclapclap...mother at home this day cook good soup for me...cook good food for me...very happy...clapclapclap...l0ve ya mummy...what happen to joan...can anyone tell me...i'm blur...not i kapo...just worried for her...meeting wei jek ltr...then buy drinks then go 120...just woke wei jek up...give afternoon call...people morning call...he afternoon call...and still tell me still early...pig ar...l0ls...okie stop blogging...go cook mee...mummy didnt buy my food...hungry...save me man...go cook liao...buais everyone...l0ve u everyone man...

2004-06-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

me today mood is good...y nehs...cause alot of thingie happen...joan got darl already...clapclap...i going to drink son-in-law tea liao...clapclap...today meet them at compasspoint...danny meet me first at lrt...but i'm late...y...cause mother jia tai me to buy things for very long...stupid lor...then went to meet danny...i walk very fast...cause very paiseh...make people wait for me...then we sit lrt go nor...then went to find min they all...then they sit and eat...me very hungry but must ren...cause mother cook for me at home ler...mother rarely cook...go cold storage buy what mummy ask me to buy...okie then actually wanna sit cab home de...but danny look at me...say no...sit bus...diao...okie sit bus...sit bus until i forget to xia zan...go next bus=stop lor...but must walk very long...very hungry...then i walk faster...then went home to eat...yummy...eat liao...go 120 and wanna meet them...reach there...rain...go up to joan house lor...then danny playing gb...they all listening to cai yi lin music...keke...then i slp...then yu min suddenly kiss me lips to lips...i was so shocked lor...then ltr i keep laughing...y neh...my first kiss...l0ls...nvm...shi jie shang mei ren yao wo de...onli laogong and laopo rite...but joan say girl and girl nvm...dunno...then rain stop ler...go down play bball...very happy...then play match...woah everyone played well today...but i still have to train more of my shooting...its back to high...but most of the time...not enough strenght...then i very du lan...but cannot show out...heez...then learning something...think they should know what i learning...but need to be faster...and what danny told me must put it in mind...guys...i do anything wrong must correct me kies...love u guys man...today...u all rock like hell...everyone do their best when playing...although we lose...we also lose de guangrong...then the match wif the dunno who guys...everyone dun like them...then the dunno who guys didnt go in...the ppl outside will boo...we go in they cheer...very kaobei can...like this make them very not well come...even we win...also not guangcai can...ask them to diamdiam...everyone didnt listen still booing and booing...know that its very rude anot...then he steal my bball onli mah...what for everyone blame him for stealing a girl's bball...i did told everyone...treat me like a guy inside the bball court...even if u guys don treat me like a boy in bball court...but he steal my bball is he qing he li wan what...he did not foul lor...haix...then quite angry wif today afternoon match...half court 5 vs 5...so much time...can split into 3 vs 3 also dun wan...then so messy...how to play hao...then actually got xin qing to play de...but someone think today is training...keep scolding and scolding other people...then what run here run there...spoil my mood...dun feel like playing anymore...then sianzsianz dun feel like playing...then when our bball...the bball get to suying...damn du lan wif her...she also almost another one solo...her team mate all kong ler...she dun wanna pass...den wanna shoot herself...must wait until others wanna beat off her bball then say sorry...then one time i did shout...yu min kong...then joan shout...yu min behind...na bei...still dun wanna pass...looking at the ring and wanna to shoot...then someone come to snatch her bball liao...solo kia...then ask her not to go lan di...cause got alot of guys...scared she will get hurt...like me last time tio elbow by jing sheng...and she is like shorter than me lor...very easily get hurt one...then she dun wanna listen...still wanna go in...not that she did not hear lor...she did look at me...and turn away...jin gy...hao xin bei dang guo fei...then jing sheng...keep coming out of lan di...dunno for what...and go into lan di...always stand wrong place...stand dirctly below the ring...he keep forgetting lor...me leh...i know everyone dulan wif me...cause i sianzsianz...then want to play dun wan to play....but what to do...someone there point here point there...play well...also dunno will win anot...then still got joan use her knee to bang my leg for two times!!! but i know is accidentally one...its okie joan...then min is okie...she got jin li...haiyo...then go home...hehe...happy...mother got cook...clapclapclap...happy...jumpjumpjump...yummy...then went to make honey for mummy...cry...my favourite honey...then talking to jason now bah...nu-er help me write 3 testi...love u man...yu min too...love u man...then i wrote one for jason...this days really nothing to do...keep writing testi for people...few more days..joanne birthday...she got party aarh...l0ls...remember to bring ur medicine hor...me and joan dun wanna be on duty on that day...l0ls...then yu min also going to have indian dance at nanc...secondary school ar...l0ls...going to see her performance...jia you...bring pongpong there everyone and cheer for her...and when she perform...musts say loudly...eh!!!yumin there neh...everylook at the sexy girl man...l0ls...peace out...red cross camp coming...grrr....

2004-06-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

come here to blog ler...waiting him to be online...hehe...but here just to scold some people...they know who they are...why on earth the fuck u do that...after we sistars trying to save u from all the troubles that are coming towards u...u becus of something patch back...suan ler...i dont care u will diao ppl and beat me or what...i dont care...i dont care what u r going to explain...i not listening anymore...do u know the hell u can chose not to patch back...u should know what he have done to u before...starting we chose to trust u...but now u dissapoint us...u know how we feel after knowing all this...just to tell u the things u are doing now...have made wat the things that people who have done for u before...very dissapointed...not that we want u to repay us...but just thinking we friends wanna help u outta this hell...one more step...u r gonna be out of it...y are u walking back...just simply fuck off...and another girl u know who u are...since when u think we friends didnt put us in ur shoes...but we think...do u need to go to the extend of smoking...just a word stress...how much stress are u having...is just that u wanna kan kai anot...orh...i got stress i go smoke...its lame and a stupid act...u will say for a person who has already quit smoking...its very tempting to smoke back...then y on the first place u start to smoke...if we were in ur shoe...its a confirm that we will not smoke...at most we will drink niah...smoking is simply out of question...sucide...i wont...i think its very stupid...u will say u have stress...someone wanna put u on the map...u stress...den how abt me...a family...brother and father often fight and quarrel...got into a fucking school which i dun like...family problems...mother talk to me...their problems always got to do wif me...teachers on strike wif me...i myself also have to worry for ben...but what can i do...die ar...dieing can never solve problems...smoke...smoking will only add on to ur burden...smoking has no difference from dieing...like this i ning yuan u go jump off the seventeen floor now...it will be a better way than smoking...as what i say dieing can never solve problem...what u can do is to mian tui...and at most u really cannot take it...i dun mind u drink...but after u wake up from ur drunkness...mian tui them...there are nothing in the world that cannot be solve...u think it urself...so u dissapointed wif us...we are not disspointed wif u lar...we trust that u will not smoke...but what did u do...well 2 words...fuck off...peace out...still waiting for him...

2004-06-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

pei jing sheng go for the singapore idol tingie...go there damn sianz...me min and joan walk to 7-11 buy things and eat...then eat until okie lar...then jing sheng they all went to queue...then rain...rain until very heavy...the people there still she bu de come in...then the wind kinda blow until the umbrella broken...boling very chio nehs...drool...then thunder alot...then me help jing sheng practise his singing...then after that they go back and queue...then me and joan and min went to mac...buy breakfast and eat...they eat until they wanna koon liao...but i still very awake...except for some yawnz...then when min and joan hear that we are going home...all suddenly wake up...and very happy...siao one...hehehe...then sit cab back...i pay cab fare...haix...mummy is back...i was sleeping then...then abt 3 she woke me and say so late still dun wanna wake up...then i forget she long time didnt come home ler...then i was like the past me...5 more min 5 more min...then i opened my eyes suddenly and jump up...mummy is home!!!yippeee...here comes my $100...but really happy to see her...but nag at me again...but nvm...i like it...long time never hear her voice ler...she talk to me abt last time deepa de thingie...and abt my future thing...i want to join navy...and thats my dream...u should know me lor...u know i dont like office work...u know i dont like too much writing work...but just things that can move around and let me be active...mummmy cookin today...staying at home today...tmr i will be going bball...next day too...food here i come...

2004-06-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

haix...he today never go 120 again...maybe he went for youth cup ler bah...haha...jia you...me xiang si ni ler...today very happy...haha...i today finally can cross-passing for seven times ler...but still not wen...still must train more...haha...maybe train like alex...that guy...cross-passing like drinking a drip of water like this...haha...then shooting almost back ler...but finger bu ting hua...still a little pain...but nevermind...i must train back my previous style...high angle...but now...if i dun use my knee and push myself...air...last time is i just jump and shoot...izzit...just that i know the feeling is almost back ler...then play match wif shooter they all...hehez...me a little useful inside...but nobody fang wo...dont like it...treat me like a girl again...haix...den sh come take her thing...she strawberry ar...ask me print things for her...1 cm thick lor...then lend her my nike track pants...cry...take care of it hor...anything happen to it...i will come find u...but then i suddenly remember...i lend to sh...how m i going to go red cross for tmr...sianx...dun wanna go ler...lie to cher that mother at hospital...then i need to take care of house...but mother really in hospital...dun care going to rise the whole pay to 150...hehez...jian hor me...then haix...go pei js for that singapore idol...boling going too...haha...got a feeling boling will make it...hehes...help kor wax his hair later???hehe...my laoshu...wahahhahaha...miss him ar...when can see him...let me see him soon...haha...today wei jek talked to me on msn...he say wanna make another tatoo...still not scared ar....wahhahahaa...but the pic he going to make very errrr...and still wanna put on chest...dun er lar...u wanna open art gallery say lar...i help u open one...but don make urself like art gallery...then his dream bike very nice and cool...18k...haha...wei jek...slowly pay hor...and i know ur chou shi ler...hehehe....next time see u den suan u...cause u last time suan me...i very fun to be fun wif....grrr...but nevermind...the same as u...i can take jokes...grrr....wahahahhahaa...ltr meeting joan they all...siao liao...i lie until very jia lat...haix...must make honey for jing sheng...going off ler...buais...take care everyone...muacks...

2004-06-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

haix...he didnt come today...nvm...shall wait for him till he come...now very fuck up wif ben...i wrote in msn...i very happy today...she told me u happy i sad...does it mean being happy to u is a wrong...she told me alot of things abt her mother nagging her...and i told her what my mother told me abt what she think abt her children...and she ask my mother to fuck off...so who do she think she is to scold my mother fuck off...so she know how to be angry...i dunno lar...whoever dunno how to cherish their love one...i tell u to fuck off first...mothers do care for u...just that u cant see it...me myself i regret not treating my mother well...the day after her operation...she was in pain...she still called me...and ask me whether i have eaten...whether everyone in house was fine anot...when i hear her voice on the phone...i feel like crying...i feel very gulity...her voice really show that she is in pain...her voice is damn weak can...but she still force herself to call me...i almost cried...but i cannot...if i cried...she will be more worried for me...uncle have just passed away...mother did tell me...no matter how u hate the person now...and u dun cherish them now...after their death...u feel guilty...would ur guilty bring the person back to life...no...never...so whats of crying beside their coffin and saying how i miss u and love u...and what kind of promises u said to them after their death...they are dead man...they will never hear ur voices...no use...so its good to cherish them now...than hating them...i remember something which someone told me...u live not only to love ur love ones...but learn to love the people u hate...
today went 120...saw wei jek...saw wei qiang...saw jingsheng...suying and her brother...haix...never see him today...nvm...then go joan house take bball...smiles...then go down saw shan cai they all...play wif them...then play until they wanna fight...haix...then they dunno foul here foul there...until wanna fight...haix...bth...den the person in green armpit very smelly...i wanna faint liao...l0ls...really...wear sleeveless also dun wanna put deo...so inconsiderate...haix...then end of match...we win...then i bth...go back and sit...then they all there scolding here scolding there...then alot of things...scold until wanna fight...shan cai relax lar...haix...then wei jek come back from shopping ask me what happen...then tell him...then he go be peacemaker lor...then play match wif liang sheng donavan and dunno who that guy...l0ls...today all the match only me one girl...haix...den return to the match tingie...then haha...i team wif liang sheng...nvm...l0ls...then the dunno who shoot...then i remember what danny teach me...step the person leg...then i go step lor...but i dunno he wearing slipper...den i step...he ouch very loudly...l0ls...but he go complain to everyone...l0ls...then ming hui and guang xi come...then i saw guang xi...woah...so big-size liao...last time he was like zhan long that type...now...woah...not bad ar...guang xi...jia you...but take off that specs of urs...not nice...l0ls...then ming hui come and ka jiao me and min and js...but everytime he wanna ka jiao me...all fail one...cause ming hui...in the world there is something call shadow...too bad...u taller than me...so sad...then today dunno ming hui use his towel and shoot me...then i wanna beat him back...cause very pain lor...but he hold my hand ask guang xi and shoot me on my leg...that one more pain lor...now my leg still got his signature...haix...then play full match...we won 2 time bah...yeah...clapclap...but not my gonglao...all zhiyang they all gonglao...i only try to fang they all only...haix...then third match wif wei qiang shan cai friends and wei jek...woah...all kee siao one...play until very serious...haha...liang sheng thunder me...so he think i got the strenght to catch thunder lar...l0ls...then wei jek AND 1 me...eEe...trying to tell me that i very fun to be fun wif lar...grrr...l0ls...my shooting de feeling abit back ler...still gotta train more...me decide to buy what thing ler...basketball and volleyball...and make one credit card first...l0ls...then now feel full court very fun...but very tiring...l0ls...haix...but today leg cramp until very jia lat...haix...now hand also ar...haix...think i better go slp now...they tmr going out to bugis ar...dunno i going anot...maybe i not going...maybe going...then go mac...saw my cousin kevin...he very gao siao...suai hor...love him man...muacks lar...then got one girl...guess is ming hui de gf bah...then me js and dunno who keep coughing and clearing our throats...dunno who...den heard leon leg swollen...take care hor pan wei bo...then donavan teach me something just now...i will learn de...but all require speed...slowly lar...my speed still...u know lar...then wei jek say he wanna his pic...cannot...go home the two fish bullying the poor fish very jia lat...then cannot lift put the blocker...then i go take mother wash tank de thing and shoo the two fish away from the poor thing...then i bth...father still haven come home...then i dunno what to do...i only can use the thingie and shoo the two fish away from the poor thing...the two fish dunno which gang one...maybe luo han tong bah...maybe the poor thing betray them...bth...then i went to bring laptap beside fishtank and force ppl to talk to me...then got jason and wei jek online onli...bth...talk to them lar...then told them what happen...then the one of the two fish acting skills damn lan can...think i play comp...didnt care abt the poor thing already ar...then it saw me look at them...it jia jia turn away...u think i stupid ar...u wanna bite the poor thing again...i wont let u one lor...then wei jek say i siao...fish also know how to act one...know leh...even my dog also know who to act...my dog always act kelian...haix...bth...finally daddy come home...clapclapclap...then he seperate the three fish...wah...then i was mumbling...y breed fish...so mah huan...then wanna yang also yang so jian one...haix...then go back room and play comp...me tmr dunno how to go out...no money how...haix...
yu min and joan...sae really...i dun like him...l0ls...just to tao u all sae what u all wanna say to me...didnt i say...he didnt come today...haix...slowly think bah...very easy one...but this time really not telling anyone...cause i think i know myself better...l0ls...not that i dun treat u all as friends...smiles...peace out...

2004-06-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

they at joan house bah...didnt call me...nvm lor...conference...worst...dont wanna talk abt it...sleepy...still wanna slp lehs...how...feel like wanna koon again liao...he now still koon ba...or maybe has gone to work ler...jia you...yawnz...hope he later got go 120 lors...smiles...mummy still haven back...when is she coming back...miss her so much...grins...stupid shi hui...u hor...feel like bashing u....scratch scratch...grrrrrr...tell us what thursday got test...then nvm...change to friday...den nvm again...tell me cancelled now...then say what need to wear uniform...made my sis worry for my uniform...then younger sis help me polish boots...u strawberry lar u...then me still go studie the stipid thingie...miss him miss him...but never miss them...smiles...attitude must change right...jia you bah...u can do it...one month one time???l0ls...not even one time...kee siao...peace out...

2004-06-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

just come home...actually today not so early come home one...stupid sis...haiyo...scared second sister also grow up to be like her...i die liao...but hor...say really...she a little alike liao...haix...nevermind...but at least not so jia lat...miss him...where is he now...i know!!!in singapore...wahahhahaha...but joan min...i know u all thinking of who...but its not him...hhehehehheee...today alot of people leg cramp...wei han...wen bin...jing sheng...danny alittle...yumin also alittle...me alittle de alittle...siao liao...cause today training too much ler...run up the 17th floor and come down...then they before that got run 20 rounds around bball court...but lucky i no need run...cause i late...cause need to prepare granny lunch...then alot of things...haiyo...then wei han leg cramp very funny...woah sexy leg neh...cause zheng da they all help him message...then the way he pain...very funny...me and min there laughing...i know i very bad lar...and today my shooting still the same...it sux...and the one which go in r all very tyco...then i was seeing michelle brother...jasmine...and ade shooting...i was telling myself...why they can shoot porperly...and the bball were like not tyco...and i scold myself in my heart...u actually can do better than them...but y arent it the past u...but y r u failing to do the mission...and i really feel...the way i shoot is really very robot...really wanna train back...maybe basketball is not my cup of tea...mummy still at hospital...r u alrite mummy...get well soon...or else neighbour keep asking me y dont i go hospital and visit u...like i very bu siao like this...although previously...i hui dao guo qu...but soon it left me...maybe because nowadays very little play bball ler...i really wanna guo qu to be wif me forever...i really like the days where i play bball with happiness in my heart...and the days i played bball wif my sistas...maybe they dont like playing bball wif me...cause i show attitude during bball...i think???but really not angry wif u guys...but i'm angry wif myself...y u guys can improve...i cannot...and i tui bu...and maybe sometimes is because the person i dun like is in the court...thats y...but i really think that person really very jian...and another person very er xin...actually i dun hate the two person that much...but they really do things that really make me very angry...haix...maybe i too xiao qi ler...may i ask everyone who have seen my blog...and tell me what u really think abt me...bad and good all say it out...dun tell me there is nothing bad abt me...cause i really need to change all my bad habits...in msn maybe...dun tell me i should know myself...if i know...i wouldnt be asking u...smiles...peace out...thank you...

2004-06-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

haix...today...see him...very happy...smiles...so suai can...grins...tmr training...a little angry wif the way the keep changing the dates...den...haix dun wanna say...ltr people think i selfish...nvm...universe going to be polluted by the ugly star again...bth...but then nevermind...ever since after the explosion in universe...i never treat the universe so highly ler...going to join a girls team end of year i think???train myself into a better one...smiles...l0ls...wei jek told me that i hit his ball...izzit...sorry wei jek...sorry lar...hehehe...but he really very funny...but he told me that i very fun to be fun wif...very suan lor...that strawberry...woah...sexy ladies in tv...but what he say is also a compliment...but also a suan...nevermind...now he tossing his whole fridge for food...suan him back cause me got cornflakes...HL milk...honey...chocolates beside me...he hungry ma...aiyo...so sad...happy birthday wei jek...no birthday presents for u...but punches u want...l0ls...18 times onli lar...sianz...mother called me today...she just finish her operation...sis told me when she went to visit mummy...her face was very white...then when she call me...she say she is in pain...sry mummy...never go visit u...promise u i pass the red cross test alright...take care hor...haix...brother tingting...me not angry wif u...and hor i very long time didnt scold that thingie liao leh...but u also take care...xiaoxiaoxiaolaogong...very long time never see u liao...me love u okie...miss hugging u...l0ls...xiaoxiaoxiaolaogong...next time see u tell u a secret okie...

2004-06-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

i hate everything...including my granny...she gy lar...i boiling water to cook soup...then the ba ku...haven wash...then i come here to blog...she went put in...she nehneh...she want to cook rite...let her cook...i cant be bothered anymore...she nehneh...yesterday i ren her ler...nvm...what she want me to do...cant i do what i wanna do...mummy wants me cook when shes away...nvm...cook lor...i did tell her before...if i cook and granny come and fan wo...i not cooking anymore...dun care...argghhh...peace out...damn ll...and so now everyone went missing...i did said before...anyone affairs i dun care anymore...friends dun treat me as one...so why should i...they call me laogong laopo mumie or even my name...but am i what they said in their heart...i shall never know...they say they are angry...am i not...u angry...i not angry lar...u du lan...i not du lan lar...like what i say i cannot see them...but or even feel them...but what i can hear is their voices...peace out...

2004-06-01T13:53:00.000+08:00

harl0w...just finish from my big pig sleep...feel like going back and sleep again...CANNOT...sianz...i dunno y so tired...and feeling that nowadays my shooting sux...to the hell can...miss laogong and laopo...so long never see laogong liao...haix...going to buy a new bball...and write my big name on it...or else people say i take their bball...kee siao...yesterday...the person never take care oof its own bball...come and say our bball is his...kee siao...then go their and see what the auntie say...then wah she ask us to siam...what we kapo...then what thing...den i very angry lor...i forget what i say...but i remember i scold fuck u...then she also angry...then she say she wanna one on one talk wif me...then dunno what say wanna beat me...come lar slap me...last time my mother slap me is because i didnt do homework...come lor...kee siao...my father dont even dare to slap me...cause he knows he slap me...the consequenses would be undesirable...come lar...strawberry...kee siao...say what wanna call my parents...wanna call my house ar...nvm...call lor...call my ninety year old granny come down...let u scold ar...kee siao...ltr she heart attack...u murderer...then u dare call me mummy down from hospital...i whack u ar...mother sleeping and waiting for tmr operation...u go chao her...kee siao...wanna call me father ar...also call lor...he also wont do anything to me...me not in gd terms wif him what...call police...better...hai urself only...u threatened to beat me up what...so scared...go die lar...dun come use my parents and ya wo...i not scared...if im scared...i wont be who i am now...then green vegetable come help me...he said something to the auntie and uncle that make me laugh...love him man...l0ls...then wei jack also come and help me talk talk...cause i a little shaken already...everybody here shout there shout...kee siao...love everyone man...then one guy come beside me and pui saliva...mei jia jiao...so he think his saliva very nice lar...he dare go in front of police and pui...i kneel down and pai him...kee siao...but after this thing...think danny they all think they hate me ler...cause i think i started out this quarrel...izzit...but what im angry is someone...but nevermind...wah...love green vegetable alot man...next time shalll eat more green vegetable...love wee jack alot man...most watch jack and jill went up the hill more...love everyone...120 the best...but some people never see before one come to 120...not really very happy...then yesterday got some leslie trained girls...their shooting not bad...still got formation...haix...but one of the girl wan bu qi...during the game scold gy...i heard that i say wan to play until u wanna scold gy...dun play bball better lar...is like i think she kee siao one lor...i think the person snatch her ball without foul...she scold..even foul...can say foul what...so now the foul word change to gy liao lar...next time ppl foul me...i say gy...kee siao...sianz...friday training...u better make sure is that day...dun change here change there...siao liao red cross test coming...diediedie...hope can pass...grin...but think i yesterday very noisy...kee siao...then julian ask me whether im okie anot...wah so touch...smile...love julian so much...wahahhahaha...she so suai can...then yesterday someone thought i am a bung...kee siao...never see i got long hair...never see i got breast ar...kee siao...love rui ting too...she teach me quite a number of thingies...still the same word...love everyone...l0ls...espically those who helped me...maybe long time didnt quarrel wif people liao...see to much people shout here shout there...will easily get shaken...kee siao...btw...need to change my attitude...it sux i know...but someone re wo...no matter how i change...i will come back to the same old me...but just to be here to say sorry to danny u guys to add more trouble to u guys yesterday...and those who have play match wif me...because i have been very noisy...but...i think i still like the quiet but angry me when playing match...i hate being noisy...kee siao...

2004-05-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

something make me think alot when reading my friends blog...maybe i think too much ler...but i couldnt help it...firstly...do they really treat me as their friend...everyone got problem...i'm the always last one to know...is it that they dun trust me or what...i dunt know...i can only smile to them and say nothing...i will simply keep quiet until they want to tell me what happen...until something really happen to my friends...then they come and tell me...is it a little too late...i want to give u a helping hand but all gives me a face...go away...i dont need ur help...so pls go away...so u all want me to sit aside and don help...and wait for u all to scold me for not helping my friends when needed...0 for god sake...pls don do this to me...i didnt do anything wrong to make u all to do this to me...simply nothing...sometimes u guys get moody...i cannot do anything...y???simply u guys have so call u want ur so called meimei/jiejie to pei u...cant be bothered...i simply walk away...i rather have the so called person to talk to u...then i standing next to u all like an extra and nobody wants to talk...i know i have neglected u guys starting of the year...and i knew that u guys think that i got new friends dun wan lao peng you ler...but u know she retain and she has no friends in this class...and she is also a friend of mine when i was sec 1...could i possibly dun care her...and let her be lonely there...no rite...and y i have always been wif sh for the whole day round during that time...i simply dunno...but something tells me u dun welcome me as ur friend anymore...actually i don like the guy in our group...but u all say let the person join...fine...i anything...let it be...friends went out to talk...they didnt join u in...do they ever counted me as one...i dunno...kept quiet until they come back after their talk...they ask u r u angry...but can i say...yah...fucking angry wif u guys...no i cant say that...i know i will offend u guys by saying all this...i can onli say...no i'm not...realli...well just shut the fuck and get lost...then wah friends give u damn lot of excuses...what what because of stress...what what because whoever force u...what being a what force u to what again...what the fuck is that...if u know all this...dang chu he bi zhe yang...there is no need to explain anything lor...save ur saliva...there are no things in the world that cannot be solved...unless u dont work hard to find the solution...i hate all the friends excuses...can u all pls stop that...i really hate it alot...yah i got ap...but i trying to smile and laugh as much this days...stop giving those face of mine...but i tried changed mine...where's urs...play bball until half way...say wanna walk out of the game walk out lar...u dont respect me nvm...pls respect the other bball player...they want to play a nice and good game...not play until half way...found someone not happy walk in and out of the court...they will not pity u...but think of what kinda person are u...moodswing...so what...everyone do have moodswing...but pls dun affect ur moodswing on others...even if u wanna drink half of the match...pls wait for the match to be over...there is no reason for people to wait for u to drink when they cannot get a single drip of water...u thirsty...others not lar...then wah...everyone will only think abt themselves...and whom they think those who r close to them...but not others feeling...what i can do is just keep quiet...u dont give a heck abt me...so y should i...what my mother teach is right...if people dun wanna u to care too much abt them...just dun care...not worth it...the more u care they will only think u r bothersome...not caring them...well dun care lor...all went lost...what i can hear is u guys voices...just have to sit in the bball court alone and wait for u guys to come back...u guys want that izzit...okie lor...since this is what u want...i will make this true...so u people angry...other cannot angry lar...siao...

2004-05-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

haix...today...alot of things happened...first thing i go to sch...saw minz wif her mummy...then go to find that deepa...that fucky deepa...first thing i walk in the classroom...saw her niamniamniam intan...nvm...not me what...then she talk abt 20 mins...for 1 person...i hear what about the morning run thing i very angry...i was like mumbling...then my mother heard it...she know my temper...then she say...u better control ur temper ltr...or i send u together wif me to work later...wah strawberry...then next is michelle tan...than also compare compare compare...i hate people comparing me wif others...i hate it alot...then i mumble again...mother look at me...orh diamdiam lor...my turn...first thing there...damn lots of complain...nvm...say i sleep whole day in class...every lesson...strawberry lar...then what sleep throughtout the test...i hear this i very du lan liao...i say back her...i got sleep throughtout the test anot...use ur brians lor...if got...i would get marks for my test lar...then she keep saying dunno why i do this do that...dunno y i have no interest in study...fuck off lar...then keep couraging my mother to let me be out of school...means quit school...she damn jian...curse her...that idiot...that gy...then dunno say until what...o0o...that sleep test thing...my mother thing i very chong dong...then ask me to not to talk...then i more du lan...den i tell her this kinda thing...so u rather believe an outsider than believeing in ur daughter lar...then i cry liao lor...i cry not because of teacher say me...i cry because i hate my mother for not trusting me...then mrs deepa say my attitude is like this when i was quarreling wif teacher...then i went to ask her to shut up lar...i got talk to u anot...then i didnt face my mother and deepa when they were talking...i backface them...then nvm...deepa ask my mother to send me for conselling...she fuck off lar...i heard this i turn and stare at my mother...i was thinking she say yesh...i will scold her alot of things and walk out of the class...luckily she say i will consider...then what mrs deepa say don be shy...then i say back her...what things in the world r there for me to shy about...then wanna go liao...she say angelina don worry about ur studies den what blahblahblah...then i hear liao...i very angry...but nvm...i say back...i never worried before...then i walked out of the class...then wait for mother to come out...mother didnt say anything...but she say must go 1/2 and find f&n teacher then i sianz liao...another complainer...then i still angry wif mummy...then i walk very fast without her...i walk until she lost...then aiya bo bian...call her...ask her where...she at lift...nvm...go lift find her...not there...call her again... she say i at lift i at lift...then i look around...she was a few metres from the lift lor...then i was like...so that wall is call a lift lar...haiz...then go find f&n teacher lor...then that teacher...another one...think pupil dead one...say what f&n period go comp lab...i influence other people play computer games...what...people see my play comp games...they also play...so she think i very big influence lar...i very popular lar...i very qiang yan lar...stupid lor...why everything starts from me...teachers dun like me say lar...i don like u also...strawberry...then go 120 today...wah...saw julian...drool...she so suai...then today she wear jearsey lor...wah...plus cool liao lor...then the girl always wif julian de...she also very suai...but i like she and L.A. that type...so suai...but sad...they are ____ ...haix...sad...then me today...very noisy...play bball...whole day bball didnt go in lor...very angry...nvm...wah then got one teamm all strong strong very built guys...except for shooter and one suai ge...drool...then they win alot of teams lor...people keep next team next team next team...next team abt more then 5 times liao...they r still standing in the court...maybe more than 10 times ler...then we next team mah...3 girls 2 guys...and we broke the egg!!!happy...then we were all like last ball...dun wan to lose ar...play very carefully...then win ler...all laughing like hell...cause very tyco lor...then haix...duan tek they all come find xiao fen...luckily xiaofen saw them and went to hide...but she lai bu ji take her wallet and keys...then eve say wanna find xiaofen...and also wanna xiaofen to come or else she will beat up pearlyn instead...then they say they want xiaofen belongings...then i took away the key and keep the key...then they quarrel until joans father come down and ltr mada come...wah...then ride bick past eve...she scold me kaobei...wah...then joan father qing us go eat...so nice of him...love him man...have a very full...then i go home ler...peace out...very sleepy ler...buais...